orangecow

Call it what you want...

2012-01-18T15:35:00.002+08:00

Ill get to the picture soon... lets start with AFX Pangkor trip shall we??

IT WAS A FUCKING AWESOME TIME!!!!!!

it is here that i have grown more fond of my lecturers and actually i dont mind becoming one too!! if you have such AWESOME students like us...

the AFX trip with a hashtag #AFXtrip was mostly just relaxing and getting away from reality for 4 days and 3 nights... we ate mostly seafood tho...

the above picture is ALL of us there... botu 64 students, 4 lecturers and 4 people from Chain FX and Glue...

thats us watching the games and Sireh (lecturer) sitting down counting marks and laughing our asses off... we played death ball... it was all so awesome!! then we played some balloon game and longest line... just so awesome la.. hahaah...!!

then we went to some island which was a 20 minute boat ride away... the boat was so fun cz the guy kept drifting in water... so we went to the island... played around... then took a boat to another island to go snorkeling... it was an experience... tho i din like biting that disgusting mouthpiece... dunno how many ppl bit that edi... hahaha!! After snorkeling, we all went back to the island and played around... oh we also played Cranium with Mr. Tariq... I WANNA BUY THE GAMEEEE!!!!!

such a fun gameee!! after playing, alot of people went back first but my group (deeb, amm, bieber, aidil, aizat, terence, yasmin, ming2, risa, etc etc tok the last boat back... so we played ALOT in the water before going back...

we also played ALOT of guitar and sang ALOT during the trip... the guitarists were Rizki, Aizat, Micah, Yasmin and me... singing, making fun of songs, singing in a group etc etc... me deeb and ming ming even climbed a huge rock on the beach to sit and sing there surrounded by the water... #bliss...

we also had this costume party thing, which i din see the post on our group page so i did not buy the costume... my group was themed Pirates... others were Gender Bender, Undead, and Army... and because i din dress up, i decided to participate in singing a duet with ming ming... we sang, How Deep Is Your Love... i din noe the lyrics so i had to use my phone... hahahh!! it SUCKED but it was FUN!!!! =D after that, Sireh and Azman (my awesome lecturer's) karaoke-ed too!!!

and thats me and on the right is my lecturer Azman... people say we look alike... REALLY?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!! well yeah... AWESOME lecturer i NEVER want to loose...

all in all...

PANGKOR AFX TRIP WAS AWESOME SHIT!!!

azman tweeted, "ass kicking would be an understatement... thanks for the AWESOME time guys..." and mentioned few of us including me... :)

yes i follow my lecturers on twitter and add them on facebook cz their cool like that!! puffed with them also!! =D

so anyway...

getting back to the first picture...

name : amm...

from my class, became close to him in the AFX trip mostly... the guy has love issues involving the fucked up FRIENDZONE status... yes i have been ther and it is FUCKED UP!!!

so yeah...

nice guy, pretty cool...

the others i became close too would be deeb and aidil, a lil bit of zairy, bieber, ming ming, risa, and yeah...

and what brought us closer together during the trip???

MAFIA.. its a party game...

EVERY NIGHT we play MAFIA and make a hell lot of noise...

Mr. Tariq joined us too for one night before he left back fro KL...

oh and and, because im class rep, after some of my lecturers left back to KL, they gave me their room...

WITH AIRCON AND A PERSONAL BATHROOOMMMMM!!! so i invited my gang to sleep over there... :)

i love my life...!!!!!!

and thats about it la...

FOSTER THE PEOPLE WAS AWESOME!!!!! no doubt there...

and yeah...

assignment time!!

I'll Stand By You... Wont Let Nobody Hurt You...

2012-01-05T12:59:00.000+08:00

I feel blank... yes i do...

Since October when i last blogged there were many significant events of my life...

1. im an inline hockey player...

2. im in a band which performs regular open mics...

3. ive got red hair...

4. ive got new friend(s) will blog about it soon...

but most important of all that is

i got my bro back and more than ever, we're conquering the world together...

==

lets start with the first one shall we. im in inline hockey player.

i started playing hockey in october when i went for the soya job and saw them playing in the arena and they kinda invited me and my friends along and so we went for a try and i got hooked on it... so im putting freestyle aside and going full on on hockey simply because i want to achieve something in the skating industry... i cant see myself succeeding in freesyle cz of my physique... there's alot of things i cant do like a foot gun, christy, etc etc... so hockey it is... and it has been fun!! i got my hockey stick, puck, gloves, shin pads etc etc...

==

im in a band called The Archetypes...

we went to see dickman perform ones in Saints bar... the next time she was suppose to perform she didnt want to do it alone so she asked me if i want to pair with her so i said okay then during practice we agreed that it sounded dry because of no percussion instruments and so we brought rahul in and taught him the cajon... he learnt it in one night... now we get calls from MMU to perform for various events and Saint's Bar's open mics... paid gigs... =D we want to go further... we're trying... oh we've written a SWONG so yeah... SWONG = Smoke Weed song...

==

ive got red hair...

yes!! i dip dyed my hair red!! =D thats about itt...

==

ive got new friend(s)...

our family expended thanks to our gig at Saints bar... includes : Kiat, Priyanka (Panka), Athirah (Madalias), Faren and even my bro is in family now... but the exclusive add is Bryan (Bry or B)... we became very close friends and something happened and now he's dating my cousin and since then he has become my bro... all i want from him is 1. to tell me all this shit i dont noe about my cousin and 2. to help my cousin change her bitchy attitude... yes my cousin can be bitchy most of the time... other than that im pretty happy for them. in the family checked... and yeah, our expanded family...

==

i got my bro back...

alot of shit has happened lately... alot of shit that i cannot fathom myself... but whatever it is, im extremely happy that ive got my bro back... praying for him everyday in church during communion is no waste at all... those few words repeat everytime, "Lord, please bring my bro back..." and he came back... i just hope now nothing happens between us... we're mature bro's anyway rite... we've agreed to be awesome together... through thick and thin we will be together... for all those times you've stood by be and likewise... i love you too much bro... :)

anyway, thats about it... i shall blog soon...

:)

At the beginning.

2011-10-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

Ive been staying in my new house this past few days/weeks... sometimes alone, sometimes with brother, sometimes with parents and sometimes with all of them...

Its a good beginning... Ive got a bigger room... definately bigger and i have bigger space for things, and i can custom my room... unlike last time i just reaarange... this time i got a person to build a cupboard for me specially so that itll fit rite in that space...

im gonna be designing my own walls and my own shit and things like that la...

speaking of designing, i want to boost my career path already... i want to be making countless numbers of short films, profiles, silent comedies, documentaries, music videos etc etc etc... I WANT TOOOOO!!!! i want to be a super film maker, DOP, visual effecrs artists, director, producer, 3d modeller, animator, math mover, etc etc etc...

help me?

i want to be designing for friends and family but most importantly, church... this brother has got to go closer to God. which is why, when i finish my 3 years of degree or whenever i got a break, i want to travel with LOGOS ship or MECRY ship or one of those missionaries type where i can search my self and seek God more.

i need that...

other than that, life has been extremely good to me rite now...

tmrw ive got a skate training which PAYS me 50 bucks...

then ive got a 20-day skate job which pays me rm3000...!!!!!

TELL ME NOW WHY NOT BE A SKATER RITE?! IN YO FACE!!!! =D

thats it laa...

hate to be nice...

2011-09-27T12:52:00.000+08:00

I have just apologized to you, the least i would expect is the same thing in return...

Yes i have been an ass and went through your stuff but what i found was hurtful... you prolly have no freakin idea how i felt after reading the comments... i was your bro and you called me a pathetic shit... i will rmmbr that till the day i die!! the least you could do is apologize for saying such things about me... i dont want you back as my bro cz of all the shitty things you did to me and said about me and stuff like that... but i just want you to noe and realize that whatever we went through was a lesson for you and for me also yes but now we're talking about you... yes i do still think about the times we spent together... the birthdays, girfts, talks, outings, etc etc... but there's no way that thats gonna happen again... im happy that you're happy with your new life and new friends and all... so yeah... i only expect little...

on the side not...

WATTS OUTSMARTED ME YESTERDAY!!

stupid bro...

yesterday i went to Segi to skate with him and ron then after that ron went back cz he had to pray and stuff and i went to hang in watts air conned room... damn youu!! and then we went for dinner... he blanjed me dinner i dont noe what for but he insisted... thanks mann!! :) then we had a long talk about weed, beer and sex... arguing about which is worst and stuff... anyway, prolly will be going to segi again on wednesday to lepak then on thursday going out with watts and lavi... gonna catch a movie with the bro and the cousin...

:)

thats it laaa...

life's good... gonna do my hair now...

:)

turn around...

2011-09-17T00:20:00.000+08:00

Somehow, i wish you find this but i wish you dont at the same time. Simply because im afraind of getting hurt and rejected yet another time in my life. Yes, i have never had a girlfriend in my life. Nothing wrong with that. I just want to find a person which i can grow old with, not an immature cheap slut.

You, im not gonna say your name cz then it would be easier to find this on google, is the one...

think of it...

would be a damn good pretty story.

how did i meet her?

in Homegrown where they had some coke auditions. she came and auditioned, she sang, Only Exception - Paramore. rahul had his eye on her but i took his eye out... its my turn to shine!! so we met, then i talked to her in the piano room and stuff like that. then when she was leaving, me and rahul gelabar cz we wanted her contact but i was too scared to ask, so he took a piece of paper and ran for her and so she gave rahul her facebook email address and told rahul to give it to me oso.

so as soon as the auditions finished, me and rahul went back to cyber and tried to find for her... for the whole week i just kept trying and trying to find for her thinking she gave us the wrong email add, we tried to search for her name, couldnt find... so we tried to twist the email address to find. little did we noe that last time there was a really small bar at the bottom of the search only for emails. the search thing couldnt search for emails. STUPID facebook... so when i finally found her, i was EXTERMELY happy. talked to her abit and that was it. a year passed by where i saw her in Urbanscapes. she came up to me and hugged me... i din noe it was her... i actually was shocked then after that my puzzled mind made out that this is emmy...!! and saw i took the first picture with her :

after urbanscapes, i went back home and wrote on her wall and we had like 3/4 wall posts and that was it. then later i got to find out that she has twitter so i followed her and she told me that she a tweet whore... and i have a blackberry which means im ALWAYS online which means that thats good...

so tweeting and stuff like that... then there was this day, last sunday, 11 September where we were tweeting about music then i asked for her number. She gave it to me and so i texted her. at that time where she gave me her number, i was eating bak kut teh. i put down my chopstick and spoon and i was laughing... then my mum looked up and saw me and said, "why are you laughing?! and why are you blushing?! your face and ears all redddd!!" that was a wtf moment... HAHHAHAHAH!!! then we texted until she had no credit... she was suppose to text me the next day but yeah...

she never did text me but we're been talking alot on twitter... i wish she would text me tho... texting is so much more personal and stuff... but anyhuus, im just glad that i get to talk to you... :)

so, i hope this works out... seriously do hope...

would be freakin awesome if it were to work so this would be my first...

i noe im fat and ugly and stuff like that, but just give me a chance...

i need motivation adn chance...

not to mention me and her got ALOT in common...

next post laa!!

Goodbye my friend, Its not the end...

2011-09-05T16:57:00.000+08:00

Goodbye isnt the easiest word to say.

In fact, its see you soon.

That would be the most preferred word in situations like this.

Yesterday, after she left, and i went back to segi to be with Watts and Saf, everything happened so quickly. I have been in that situation before but not as extreme as this. So i was abit blur and i din noe really what to do. Sorry Watts... :( i wanted to help, i wanted to console you and support you, but i din really noe how... :\

It hurts me to see someone i love being hurt. Anyone for that matter but it hurts even more when im very close with the person. The emotions just ran through my veins. I have not encountered this before. So i was very lost but i wanted to be that friend in need everyone hopes for.

Aaahh!!!

I feel bad. I could have done something to fix it or to help in the situation or whatsoever but being a stupid me, i just sat there, spoke softly with minimal words. Muttering word for word, not knowing what to say. Im so so so so so so sorry Watts. :(

Haih...

===

Moving on, *wipestears, that day was an extra ordinary day. After that all happened, i took them to my shop where they met my family, my cousins, my godbrother, aunties, uncles, teachers of the shop and had a chance to look around my shop. Watts was very much into the violin. Pick it up man! its a good instrument if you're awesome at it.

Then we went to have our brunch at McD with my cousin. After that brunch, i send Lavi back, took another small tour in my shop, showed them my new house, went to Watts PJ house, then was on our way back to Segi. So we took that hours to skate. Helped Watts with his Christy and now he can do it. Just need to train more. While i was still struggling with my toe-ing and heel-ing...

After that, saf had to go, so me and Watts went back to his room where we both took a bath tthen chilled in the aircon for awhile. After that both of us went to Curve to have dinner. Walked around. We had a good talk about our lives. Comparing our pasts, trading stories, just being awesome friends. :)

Sent him back, went to be with family to makan, left for Cyber.

All in all, i just wanna say 2 things :

Im happy to have such great friends, after all this while... WHERE HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN HIDING?!

and 2,

im still so sorry Watts... :(

ilymann... :\

im leaving, on a jet plane, dont noe when ill be back again...

2011-09-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

My boy's lady...

waddup!!!

she be goin to Russia on the 4th... gonna send her off... we all are definitely gonna miss her... altho its just twice ive seen her and been with her, she gives the very homely and friendly aura where ever she is and where ever she goes, and who ever she's with... she's the type of lady...

but one of us is gonna miss her EVEN MORE... that would be watts... now i noe how he feels...

yes, she's an awesome lady and he's an awesome man and they're both awesome together...

damn jealous...

hahahahahah!!

anyway, let me tell you bout today, 31st August 2011...

today is the day i raya-ed with my awesome friends...

frm order of whom i picked up :

rahul, watts, sarah, puteri(sarah's sister)...

so first house was sarah's house...

yeah watts girl..,.

in her house, we ate and talked and talked and talked... her house was in sungai buloh.. din really get lost la.. but it was okay... very homy house... like like... after her house, we all went to ron's house in langat... din get lost also!! all thanks to my phone gps...

in rons house, we had some preetty good food ( altho i couldnt eat much cz my stomach was an ass ) and then we went to mcd... chilled for awhile... gave the lovebirds some time then we left back to sg buloh to send sarah and her sister back home... their curfew was 9 and so we reached by 9.... :)

after that we went to rawang taman tasik puteri to send watts... the road to his house were long and EXREMELY dark... sent him safely, had a small talk with his dad... met his mum too... very friendly indeed... cant wait for yall to shift to pj then we can bond more!! =D

=D

then me and rahul headed back..

and thats that...

:)

love you, love her, love him, love yall!!

:)

<3

and if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me...

2011-08-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

A brother and a bestfriend...

So last night, at exactly 1.12 am, Sarah officialized our bestfriendness...

AND THE BEST PART IS, SARAH IS WATTS GIRL!!!!!

So its like both of them and me... Well, im the third wheel now laa... but when i actually get a girl for me own, we would bea double couple...

i actually feel loved by both of them unlike last time... i had a bro and he had a girl, and his girl only talked to me when they both were in a fight...

not anymore!!

its a new start, new friends, new group...

its so awesome!!!

cant wait to see them tho...

miss them damn alot!!!

well, thats all for now laa...

just wanted to say that...

You are not my bro... Dont say it, dont pretend that...

2011-08-26T10:35:00.003+08:00

WHADDDUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!

You gotta high 5 me!!!

Its simple, i found out shit about me that came straight from the horses mouth, bla bla bla, you suck...

being broless is fine... another one is just gonna spring back up... last or not, i dont noe, but who cares... ive learned not to care anymo...

sad? HELL NO!! pretty okay with it... considering that we havent been speaking at all because if i can recall, you said, "talk to me only when you have a question or something to say". how does THAT feel like...

All the best with you and your life...

Take care...

Buhbye...

a friend in need is a friend in deed... a friend with weed is better...

2011-08-23T11:45:00.001+08:00

WHADDUP FROM DAMANSARA BITCH!!

Gosh!!!

So many things has happened in my life from the last time i blogged...

Let me state the main parts...

Well, the only main thing i can remember is how AWESOME this bunch of friends are...

Inara - Rara

Safwan - Saf

Imran - Ron

Elisha - Watts

Rahul - Rahul (boring! hahaahah!!)

and me - Ivan Kordoshikov / Ivan the Terrible

We have been doing ALOT of shit together, but mostly, SKATING!!!

they're not only awesome friends to hang out with, they skate too!!!

but the most awesome of them all is this asshole named Watts...

hahaha!!

damn ugly rite!! looks like an ass...

HAUAHAHAHAAHHA!!!

i lovee youuuuuu wattttttsssssss!!!!!

hahahahahahha!!!

this twat is a one of a kind friend... tho im not sure if he's still a friend... feels like little bit more than a friend... like a brother perhaps? like an extra loving brother...

awww!!

hahahahaha!!

i cherish the moments we have together, all of us infact, cz its not everyday special happenings occur...

oh oh!! i met his girl... FUCKIN AWESOME CHICK!! nice to hang around, nice to be with, very friendly, very opened, very much fun!! and not to mention, both of them are FUCKING SWEET TOGETHER... but i noe the story bro... just hang in there... :)

well anyway, i forsee my future going pretty steady, socially, education, love perhaps? who noes...

but whatever it is, im just glad i have someone which is there for me no matter what...

B4L...

well i guess thats pretty much from me rite now...

till whenever i blog again... prolly holidays...

cya!!

:)

My Heart Will Go On...

2011-07-30T08:47:00.000+08:00

the Titanic song, My Heart Will Go On by Celine Dion...

That was a song requests from Watts...

After i played the song, he ask me to play it again, and then the third time...

When i finished, he went out to the balcony and started tearing...

So i went to talk to him, he said that's his favourite song and the way i played it was very emotional...

Nothing related to anything...

I hath just made someone cry by playing the piano...

:')

WE ARE FAMILYYYYYYY!!!

2011-07-14T15:24:00.000+08:00

Meet THE FAMILY...

The Thug, The Bent one, The Rebellious Chick, The Masochist Girl, the Sexy Maid, the Hot Cowgirl (which came late for the shoot) and :

the Stoner for Life

also the photographer

ITS FAMILY TIME!!!

Ever since i moved in to Cyberia, these are the people which have been coming to my house to lepak, chill, smoke, drink, play cards, jam, do stupid things... and stuff like that...

not mentioning, we kinda always have dinner together...

#likeafamily

Rahul, Reuben, Choi May, Reshmi, Fisah, Sarah and Me!!

its good having family like friends... where im actually WANTED!!

hahaahahha!!

the only thing is, only one of us gots car... so we cant really go out in a big group UNLESS we all shove ourselves in that satria... but im planning to bring my car next week, prolly we will be able to go watch movie!! =D

yesssssssss!!! good idea!!!!

okay anyway...

assignments, my character design is finally done... my lecturer loves it...

i just need to finalise it and ts done!!!

and later i need to design a WHOLE website... so gotta do that...

and and and and...

yeah la... wanna go bathe now cz gotta go class edi... buhbyeee!!

#happy

its not me, its you... its you...

2011-07-10T02:29:00.000+08:00

IAN SKATU

thats who i am!!!

im IAN SKATU, a FAT skater from MMU... i can say that im one of the only 2 guys which are actually really serious in training slalom...

everyone else just fucks around...

nuff of that... if i start with that i can NEVER finishh...

all i noe is, im happy the way i am and the way i skate and the way i train... if you dun like, fuck you...

classes seems slowww... this week, missed 2 classes and went for half of every class simply cz we had a skate event... oh how i LOVE skate events...

got to bond with Jack, Stnaley and Chee Siang...

in other news...

i jusst got rejected, yet again...

oh well... its like second nature to me now and the only person i could talk to which i knew would actually listen was :

thanks shaf...

on another side note, i have been really really busy and shit like that... so yeah... just saying...

and i want to conclude this cz i wanna go for a walk... buhbye...

ANIMATION AND VISUAL EFFECTS BABYYYYYYY!!!!

2011-06-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

IVE GOT MY DESIRED DEGREE COURSE!!!!!!

Bachelor (Hons) in Multimedia Animation and Visual Effects bitch!!

well, anyway, life has been good...

skating has been good...

everything has ben good except for today...

this morning, woke up and i found out my car got clamped... so i went to pay but when i open my wallet, my license and atm cards were gone... i panicked... so i ran back home and found it... then went to pay again... cost me rm50...

then i drove to mmu, and i saw my phone, it was ringing, frm KIDA... so i thought, "aaaahhh, at least the day would turn out great for her to call me..." you noe why...

but when i answered the phone, i voice just said, "stop msging me la! its the wrong number"

wtf?!

and i was driving, and plus i had a bad morning, so i scolded back, "if wong number why dont you msg back and say wrong number instead of ignoring it and letting me msg some mroe!" then put down the phone...

AND THIS ALL HAPPENED IN A SPAN OF

1 FREAKIN HOUR!!!!

so, thats that...

i miss my bro...

damn...

have not seen him for few weeks and almost a month edi...

i can tell he's got a new life there, new friends, new bro's...

slowly forgetting me also... thats what i see...

i hope our brotherhood doesnt come to a stop because of his college...

#prays...

other than that, skating has been awesome, trying to learn new slalom tricks... tryna MAKE slalom tricks too...

staying in an apartment is MGHTY FINE!!

yeah la... thats about it...

gonna go for a movie real soon...

bhbyee!!!

And so...

2011-05-20T01:52:00.000+08:00

And so, i announce a new friend...

Azzlan Dahlan... calls himself Alan Yoshi... i call him AD...

funny story actually, unlike the one how i met my bro ( Macbook story ), this one, i never actually met the guy... up till now...

it was on the MMU Faebook group page... i was promoting INLINE SKATE CLUB...

then all of a sudden this guy named Alan Yoshi commented... so i replied and me, shaz and him discussed about the club... not long after he added me...

then we started talking about skate and shit like that...

then after that we just started talking... then he was telling me bout his girl problems.. this guy doesnt have commitment issues!! thats fo sho!!

see!! all Virgo babies are AWESOME!!!

dope that!!

so yeah...

oh!! he listed me as brother on facebook...

sometimes i wonder rite, why cant anyone be as nice to me as i am as nice to EVERYONE...??

he made a senior friend BEFORE even goin into mmu... why couldnt i have made a senior friend?? why couldnt i have made an older friends who would stick with me for a loooooooong time to somewhat guide me in my walk of life...

all the friends i get (good good friends) and same age as me or younger... i mostly click with younger species...

WHY?!

well thats it laa...

cant wait for degree... i really hope i get AFX...

buhbye...

U Smile I Smile

2011-05-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

somehow i hope you dont fine this but somehow i wish you do...

yes, im very much into you... you noe that...

im just waiting for you...

and please dont give me false hope... :(

person mentioned previously in the post before, turns out he isnt the kinda friends for me... he likes to isolate himself, stick to his few friends, dont want to expand his social life and stuff...

i cant live like that, guess thats his lifestyle...

other than that, i miss alot of ppl...

you noe who you are...

thats it...

buhbye...

Like a W.A.R.R.I.O.R

2011-04-13T13:31:00.000+08:00

yupp!! new friend... hahahaha!!

btw, if you've not been to my blog before, its totally normal for me to blog about my new friends... :)

anyway...

taqwa ramlan...

awa...

wawa...

whatever...

quiet little bastard but after Camerons he started socializing even more...

Nice guy to talk to... More fun when its online tho... he has not reached the stage of being a crazy ass face2face with me... hahaha...

so yeah... my new friend.. hahahah!!

BRADER CURLY!!

anyway...

Camerons...

Cameron Highlands : the place where friendship are made and memories dwell...

ALOT of things happened in that short 3 days 2 nights trip...

People who, we barely talk to, we started talking more, ppl whom we NEVER talked to, we started to talk... and ppl who we HATE, HATED them even more...

oh! and we bonded so much more with the foreign students... they're so fun...

avbotu camerons...

I DIN NOT PUKE!!! mostly thanks to the drugs i guess... it was all good... thank you MMU Cyber Clinic!!

when we arrived, we din do much except walked down the hill and looked at some shops and stuff and bought food... the thing i enjoyed the most wass the Apple flavoured Jambu... Super awesome!!! the night of the first day, we had dinner in the cafe... all of us... and while we were having dinner, MTV was playing... good music and good food...!!

after dinner we went tobum for awhile then we started our bonding sessions with everyone... bonded and bonded and evern with the lecturers... esp che mad...

after that me and tsi minn decided to go karaoke... we saw the foreign students and some local ones so we join them and started singing and singing our hearts out... it was FUN AS HELL!!!!!

after that me and tm wanted to go back to the room but couldnt cz everyone else was sleeping so we had to go get another key...

next day, we took the tour to many many farms and plantation and stuff like that to go get pictures... it WAS a photography trip anyways... so we did just that... end of the day we had the light performance and i was the MC with TM... so yeah... danced our assess off!! it was funn!!!

after that bond bond then karaoke then we took a midnight walk then juey and tm got scared so we had to go back up...

next day had breakfast then left Camerons...

i certainly will miss it ALOT!! i miss the bonding and i miss thre friends...

AND...

i DONT WANT TO END FOUNDATION!!! I DONT WANT TO SPLIT UP WITH MY FRIENDSSSSS!!!! :(

oh well...

i wanna sleep now and go class later... buhbye!!!!

Gave me gear, thank you dear, bring your sister over here, Let her dance with me just for the hell of it...

2011-03-27T16:18:00.000+08:00

i now have a mean obsession over the band The Fratellis...

YES!! IAN HAS GONE NON MAINSTREAM!!!!

BOOtotheFREAKINYEAH!!!!!

you just gotta check them out la!! here : a link for your sake!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEXHeTcxQy4

its REALLY REALLY good!!! trust me!!!

well anyway, im downloading their whole album now... =P

so, how have i been??

STRESSEDD with all the assignments adn stuff... i have JUST finished my assignments.. all i need to do now is bind my work and record sound for my video and thats all!!!

and yes, after this, i will get a vimeo account...

OWH SHIT!!! Fratellis album finish downloading!! waiting for one more to finish...

i LOVE!!!

well anyway...

yeah assignments...

later im going for DJ's birthday and guess what?! we cousins are gonna skate together!!!! anges from 5 all the way to 19!!!!!!! im awesome!!!!!!

so thats all la...

nyehnyehbleh!!!

why do i feel discouraged...

2011-03-17T01:00:00.001+08:00

Yes i noe i have not blogger in abotu 2 months 15 days...

Lately i have decided to blog cz today has been my MOST emo day so far since the beginning of the year... yes, as shocked as you guys are, my bro leaving for NS cannot beat this...

So here's my thing... My Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is getting worst...

I CANNOT SAY NO TO PPL...

i just cant...

maybe im too damn nice?? who noes but i try to say no or try to give signs pointing to noe but instead it always becomes a yes...

:(

lately ive been asked to my expertise in shooting a video, editing 4 videos and designing tshirts and posters...

me being me and my OCD thing and all, i couldnt say no... so i agreed to help... and now i am BURDENED with work... i dont even have time for my assignment... everything is falling on me like tough bricks... i can die...

jz now after shooting, i came back to the room and i just sat there looking up and thinking and thinking...

i gotta change this attitude/lifestyle/habit of mine... i MUST start saying no!!!

just now before skating i felt the shittiest...!!! i was EMO and i have not been emo for quite awhile now...

lucky i had my bro to company me...

and juey to talk to me... and whenever she did i would kinda tear up i dunno why... mayb its because of the fact that there ARE nice people out there...

i need friends...

i need a girlfriend...

whatever...

anyway...

my bro wants to get an eyebrow piercing... im gonna be stern and say no... i noe im not your father and all but PLS!!! DO NOT GET ONE!!!! because 1, you wont look good in it and 2, its dangerous... if it hits your nerve you can go instantly blind!! gosh!! pls man!!!

anyway...

my skating is becoming better... im not perfecting my Nelson... click this to see what a Nelson is : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KutoCGb2gk it may look easy but its not...

anyway...

im the right hand man to the president of MMU Inline Skating Club...

well anyway... off to edit now... hope i can sleep early... but it doesnt matter cz class it at 4 tmrw!! =D

so cya!!!

ps. the blackberry logo up there isnt balanced and that bugs the hell outa me... OCD... psh!!

You are my friend when I'm in need...

2011-01-02T11:14:00.002+08:00

MY bro...

THE bro of a lifetime...

one that i can count of whenever i need someone to turn to...

one that i can count on for cheering me up with his awesome lameness...

one that has been there for me all this time and i noe will be there for me forever...

my bestman of the future...

and i can forsee him being the Godfather of my children...

thats you bro...

=======

i just sent you for NS and im already thinking...

the thought of you being far away is bad...

rmmbr when you went to China for 2 weeks?? i almost died simply cz i had no one to turn to...

sadly, you are the only friend which really understands me...

and this is 3 months...

but then again, you taught me well...

so i'll be fine...

fine but a lil lonely but still fine...

i just do hope that you'll call me or at least msg me every weekend when you get your phone back... i noe you will...

whatve it is, but i got to say man...

you're my bro!!!

and no one can ever replace a bro like you...

thank God for you...

ps. im your official penjaga, so im as good as a father!! haahahah!!!

take care in NS bro and BEHAVE YOURSELF!! hahhhahaha!!

lxlss=P

Super Massive Blackhole

2010-12-30T01:05:00.000+08:00

he has a hole...

took me by suprised...

wtf...

anyway, today skated to class and then skated to show ppl what skating was infront of FOM where EVERYONE passes by then at FCM where people stop to watch for awhile...

got mocked by some few stupid foreigners...

continued skating anyways...

then after that went back to the room, do work all then went to class, had my presentation... the lecturer CLAPPED HER HANDS FOR US!!!! BOOYEAH!!!!

then after that went back did work then printed my assignment in HB1... printing SUCKS there... gonna re print tmrw...

then after that went to Theatre's Club's Take 5... last time when i joined the club cam xde pape events all but when im out of the club, they got event...

owh well...

other than that, i was thinking just now of this sentence... :

i have a best man but no bride...

hahahahahahahah!!!!

well... thats it la... gonna get ready for bed now... gnite!!

Raise your glass is you are wrong in all the right ways...

2010-12-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

had the KICKING taste of EGGNOG...

its beauty in a cup la... seriously... the taste of eggnog is just THERE!! but... not too much rum... it will kill it... its gooood when its balance like just now the first batch of eggnog... the second, my cousin saturated it with rum... wasnt so good then...

oh well...

christmas has been fun and all...

oh!

im better at bowling now!!! my bowling got period wan... sometimes good, sometimes bad...

other than that, christmas presents this year... i seem to be getting a HELL lot of tshirts...

here's what i got so far... :

orange christmas tree

orange tshirt

leather wallet

orange tshirt

50 bucks

orange tshirt

white tshirt

orange tshirt

hair scratcher thing

orange tshirt

toy helicopter

i think thats it...

as you can CLEARLY see...

i got ALOT of orange tshirts...

and to me, tshirt ( if not custom designed ) for a present is like saying, " nah la, i dunno what to get for you, take this. bleh! " tshirts are like the backup plans... tshirts always work...

damn la!!

i dun like tshirt for presents...

not dun like la... dont prefer...

but then again, its a present... i appreciate the thought... :)

so anyway...

christmas has been fine but i have not been skating... :( sadly... so tmrw im gonna skate to class then slalom after class and see how things go la... weeeee!!! then at night is take 5... yay-er!!

so thats it la i guess...

lifes good...

im happy...

Santa Claus is coming to town!!

2010-12-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

SANTA CLAUS...

im gonna tell you a story which has to do with this generous man in my past...

so...

i dont noe where it started in my family but it did...

SANTA CLAUS...

every year, me and that asshole brother of mine would write a letter to santa claus when we were little until about standard something...

every year without fail we would write a letter to santa claus and i would always ask, " how do i start the letter "...

so one of my letters went like, Dear Santa, how are you ... ...

cant really rmmbr tho...

and after writing the letter, we would pass it to my mum and my mum will pass it to my dad...

my mum said in my dad's work place ( lot 10 KL ) last time they had a santa mailing post box...

so we did this EVERY YEAR without fail but there was once where my mum found a website where we could EMAIL santa!! how exciting when we were little...!!

so my mum typed out the letter and sent it...

and every year after church service at about 1 after my aunts house party, we would stay awake the whole journey just to come home and see what santa gave us...

owh and when we asked, we ask for 3 things so if i dont work out there is choices...

so anyway...

we did that every year...

i clearly rmmbr once, where the santa claus presents ended up in my grandmothers house and i asked, " How comle santa claus noes where mama's house is?? " i think it was at that time my asshole brother knew what was going on with this whole santa claus thing...

and it was the next year that i found out...

there is no santa claus...

its just my parents...

my parents are santa claus...

every year when we go to church, they will be the last to come out, or they will go in the car and say, " oh! i forgot something! "

at this time they will go in and put the present either under the tree or on the bed...

i rmmbr they put the power station on the bed...

so this was it...

i found out it was my parents...

yes i did feel stupid but come to think of it...

the excitement we go through every year... must've been really nice for my parents to watch us get excited over something that they are doing for us but we dont realise...

really nice...

i will do the same for my kids next time...

to see the joy in their face would be really good...

so this is it...

my little santa tale...

:)

Its beginning to look alot like CHRISTMAS!!

2010-12-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

credits to Dominic Bay for picture.

Christmas is around the corner man!!!

CHRISTMAS EVE IS TMRW!!!!!! i really cannot wait...

last year i din feel the christmas in me but this year i can feel it very near to me!!!!!!

my ipod and my computer has been playing only christmas songs this whole week and for uni, i wore a Santa hat to where ever i go... even to skate...

CHRISTMAS!!!!

what material things i want for christmas :

A BLACKBERRY BOLD 2

hahahahah!!!

other than that, you can get me a car, a speed light and a BIG HUG!!!

=D

im playing for church tmrw... i think its gonna be the very first time im gonna play for christmas eve candlelight service...

yes... VERY FIRST TIME!!!

come and support, be proud of me!! hahahaha!!

esp my bro... :) hope you can make it... :)

christmas oh christmas...

:)

on the other note...

i just had dinner with inara today just now... just me and her... and of course, we talked about SKATE!!

we both want what i best for the skate club... i have some ideas on improvement and the way things work and all... she has the leadership... im not much of a leader...i rather be behind the leader...

:)

she wants me to be a secretary-ish advisor-ish right hand man-ish...

accepted!!!

this is what i want to do...

this is what i loe doing...

SUE ME!!

ive got such a great perspective on the skate club...

i can see FUTURE for the club...!!

i will PROMISE to go FAR in skating and to build the skate club and be one of the few to finally officialize it...

:)

im feeling so UP right now... tho i have shit load of assignments... i am UP THERE!!!!!

WWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

well, thats it i guess... wanna get ready and go home soon...

:)

im gonna miss you while you're gone...

2010-12-23T01:49:00.000+08:00

gosh!!

gile looong since ive blogged...!! ive been super ass busy with all the assignments... as i type, ive got 13 sketches of something i dont noe what to do to do, 6 photoshoots, 2 months design of a calender, 5 different photo manipulations, english presentation, design an A0 poster, draw 2 coloured oil pastel mezzonine and 3 black and white on A2 and etc etc la...

see how busy i am!!

aiihhhh!!

but in all of this i have time to skate!!!

i CANNOT leave my baby one side man!! cannot!!!

my baby Eve :

isnt she a beaut???

anyway...

about the mask in the top of the post...

i dont noe what to feel...

this is what is going on with the emotions :

3. SHIT LOAD of assignments - angry/worried/scared

2. CHRISTMAS coming in 2 days time!! - happy/excited/joyful

1. my BRO going for ns for 3 months - sad... just plain sad...

reason me being sad is because, this person, Khee Chye, is like a brother to me and has been like a brother to me for a year plus... altho we dont hang everyday and stuff its just sad thinking of it... cut of all communications except phone and that is only for the weekend... im really gonna miss you bro... i cannot imagine how Lisa feels...

i can rmmbr when you went to China for 2 weeks... felt like a freakin long time... and that was bad enough prolly cz i was lonely and whatever la... but this is 3 months we're talking about... ALOT can happen in 3 months...

we've been through alot of ups and down but a bro will always be a bro...

but then again... life must go on rite??

you're gonna have fun in NS, you're gonna be making new friends, you're gonna be doing alot of memorable shits...

im gonna be in uni, busy with bloody assignments, gonna have exams, gonna live the uni life and stuff like that...

but just a request from you...

please always be a bro...

i will always be here if you need me for anything...

thats what friends are for... what more brothers...

im gonna miss you...

lxlss=P

time goes by so slowly

2010-11-17T05:41:00.000+08:00

ask yourself that...

its not about importance...

its about preservation...

shows that you cannot multi task in reality physically...

open your eyes...

Hurt...

2010-11-12T17:03:00.000+08:00

it BURNS...

it hurts really really badly...

i did something stupid, which i regret, but that was how i got to noe you... and i cherished every moment... but now after that, it went down... am i not the same person??

painful...

yes, it is...

everyone is going one by one...

soon enough, it will be me and myself only...

i would be a restless fool roaming around the streets of mmu...

yes... i kinda prepared... it reads :

I'M A BORED AIMLESS FOOL STRANDED ON THE STREETS OF MMU!!!

it hurts...

it really does...

beginning of this sem started of fairly well... but as time went by, the 2 people which i am closest to has become different... very different... they now have no time at all for me... and i have been spending my time with Juey, Amiza, Inara and Ain... the 4 gals which are there for me... but i feel like im intruding or something like that... welcomed? mayb a little bit... but then again, i dont want to be a blender... i have no choice sometimes that its either i walk alone or i walk with them...

and THAT is why i need friends... but the friends which i spend HALF my life with in mmu has now turned their leaf over... they are not who i thought or who i knew to be... i NEED new friends... friends which love me and care for me... and genuinely... not because they want something from me or something like that... friends who will, most importantly, keep me and not ditch me half way through life...

all my 18 years of my life ive been constantly ditched... CONSTANTLY ditched... ditched forever, ditched temporarily... same thing... its still ditching...

i dont want to be ditched cz it HURTS...

its like a sword stuck to my chest...

i sound like a desperate kid in need of attention...

well maybe!!

as the world noes, ive been single for the past 18 years of my freakin life!! ive been super nice to anyone who has been my friend... ive repeatedly helped people with their problems... made people smile and laugh alot... lend a shoulder for people to cry on... and everything...

I DESERVE SOMETHING IN RETURN OKAY!!!

KARMA IS A BITCH!!

what is the point of being really nice when i dont get anything in return???

should i go cold??

i dont noe what i should do honestly... continue being the way i am now or should i be evil???

if im evil then people will understand... they will noe...

who noes...

i need somebody...

signing out,

a person who is in alot of pain...

he was a skater boy...

2010-10-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

i'd have to say... life has been mighty fine this past few days...

let me tell you about my week...

i spent most of my week with Juey, Amz, Inara and Ain...

they've been ppl ive been blending with since syahmi and tsi minn and rahul and bla bla always ditches me...

so ive been with them half my uni life...

so yeah... monday...

monday is the day which i went to help the skate club promote the club... i suddenly jumped into the club when i went to skate for the first day with them... suddenly i was in... scaryily true... but yeah... it was awesome...

on monday i spent 7 freakin hours in skates...

skated to distribute flyers and stuff like that... i even skated to class... how cool is that!! hhahahah!!

tuesday i spend about 4-5 hours on skates and wednesday i spent 5 hours oso...

wednesday was the night of the skate workshop so i went to help them with the workshop instead of joining it... i was noober than some of them there but yeah... hahahhahahahah!!

then on thursday i decided to take a break frm the skates but i couldnt resist and when inara saw me with my skates she said she wanna join cz she cant bear seeing anyone with skates and she not...so she grabbed her skates and we went to FIT to practice...

im sooo into slalom...

so i practice my fish and the snake... i can do both of it now...

so yeah...

after the practice session, i skated back to hostel all the way and climber all the way up where i saw ali and i told him i climber all the way up and he said, "jatuh kang" and i said, fall fall la... learn... and next thing you noe, while skating one round around the 4th floor my skates got stuck in the tiles and BOOMS!! i fell... ish ali!!

hahahahahah!!

so yeah la...

life has been mighty fine!!

oh and btw, this is slalem... :)

enjoy...!!

cya!!!

what hurts the most...

2010-10-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

walking through a different phase...

paradigm shift? mild one perhaps?

God noes...

mayb this will explain :

SILENT

at least one day...

i will not respond to any friend who msgs me or calls me... or mayb i will answer the call, who noes... but im not having a friendly chat with anyone... im gonna try and be as silent as possible...

ive come to a stage where it sucks BIG TIME...

where EVERYTHING sucks BIG TIME!!

and im kinda sick of it sucking...

everything is somehow connected to the next and everything happens one after the other...

if i can bend space and time...

only if...

i would like to stop the whole world just for awhile so that i can take a huge break for all the shit flying around the world... how nice would it be if my heart and mind could spontaneously regenerate from the pain of the world...

wouldnt it be nice to be SPECIAL...

special in your own kind, special among the society, special to your friends, special to your family and esp SPECIAL TO SOMEONE...

impossible? almost quite...

i am but a toy...

im here when you're bored or lonely or need help... and when you're fine and have a great life, im simply chucked under the bed until you get hurt or bored...

it shouldnt happen like that...

as much as you can educate, show examples, advice, nothing is gonna happen until spit falls...

lets just hope something like that happen one day...

neigh, i will not say TOLD YOU SO, but you will know it in silence...

for you made yourself to be like that...

quote Lady Gaga, " there's nothing else I can say... "

gnite...

im gone at least for a day...

ps. i drew the bleh...

i know you're leaving me...

2010-10-01T19:34:00.000+08:00

shit...

i am emo...

shit...

photograph

2010-09-30T01:49:00.000+08:00

I JUST OPENED UP A WEBSITE FOR ME TO SHOW MY ART...

something like a portfolio and such... but yeah... really really cool...

i hope, you noe, opportunities come along the way... i need to do more things... i need to shoot more, i need to edit more... i need to do MORE stuff!!!!

GIVE ME THINGS TO DO!!!!!!!!

well...

hope it is all good la...

anyway, this is my link...:

http://orangecowtheian.webs.com/

do visit...

where is the light?

2010-09-16T02:06:00.000+08:00

is this sign up on my head ALL THE TIME?!

ppl seem to take advantage of me!!

WHY?!

WHY THE HELL FOR?!?!

because im too kind you go over with your special request...??

you think i live for you?!

you think all i have is you?!

you think i need to satisfy ALL your needs at all times?!

you think you're my FOREVER?!

whatthehellman!!

im not your play toy!!

im not your THING!!

im a person!!

JUST LIKE YOU!!

EXCEPT THAT IM LESS HOPELESS AND MORE CARING!!

dont you noe how to hold anyone feelings?!

you should SUCK IT!

and that applies to all of you!!

when you need something from me, im there... when you dont need me, you dump me aside...

is it sooooooo hard for you to randomly say "hi, how are you? " every once in awhile to keep the relationship going??

IM NOT YOUR SHRINK!

IM NOT THE WEATHER!

GROW UP!!

urghh!!

sucky thing is, i still help...

mayb i shouldnt... mayb i should punch these things to those faces...

mayb i should...

but then again, im too nice...

i dont noe what...

2010-09-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

screw this...

phone decided to let me down once again...

so it doesnt ring anymore when ppl msg me... i dun even get the msg icon... i have to see it blink... how freakin sad... aiihhh...

i wish i was rich...

i want :

car

phone

macbook

house

many many many new hoodies

dog

chipmunk

video cam

etc etc

aiihhhh...

oh oh...

and

current choice of hair...

hahahhahaha...

still pretty cool rite...

i hope la!

cant wait for the birthday!

wanna be SEMI LEGAL!

he is the hero!

2010-09-14T03:28:00.004+08:00

LIFE CAMP SUCKED!

they couldnt warn us that it'll be in chinese?!

DAMNIT!

but my cousin found it fun... craps! while all my other church youth wanted to DIE in the life game...

well anyway, we survived it... we din die but we burnt in hell... hahahahah!!

after the camp i cam back and slept like a pig...

then the next day, sunday, went to raya in dad's friends house... then went to a drum circle which i died there cz i was bored! all i wanted was my FREAKIN CAMERA!!!!

then went to aunts house, then went back home then met with rahul. sher and jeanette then rahul and me met reshmi in rainforest, i had sex in the rainforest and i was burning but was sober...

then went back, online slept...

next day, today...

freakin bored whole morning... i even napped!!

and i dunno how long it has been since i napped!!!! amazingly!!

so when i woke up, wasted time, then went out, got rahul went to drop by shaf's house out of boredom, which then i bet rahul that he'll come out shirtless, and i won! sweet! WHADDUP!

then wasted seconds then we left for parade where we wasted MORE time... then kheech came then we went to fridays but prices were shitting! so we left... ahahah!! the waitress was nice, server asked if we were leaving i said no, we're cmn back! hahahaha!! din go back until after dinner (mcd, mcshaker SUCKED!)

went back and i din find the MUDPIE, it was replaced with brownie something... whatthe!?

anyway, i had my mac and cheese and it was AWESOME!!!

then sent kheech home then left for the gym to find shafiq...

as soon as we walked to the gym, there he was...

under the light bulb of the gym working out like hercules, lifting tonnes of steel with some seemed to be peers... under all that sweating pounds and gaining buns, he turned, admired himself in the mirror, FLEXED... turn to the other mirror, lifted his shirt, and BOOM!!!

there we were! lifted a middle finger and he walked up... little did he noe that im a grifted and lifter...

we went upp...

wasted time then had to send rahul back then back to the gym then got him then went to eat then sent him back then came back home, online and HERE I FREAKIN AM!

its 3.25... cant rmmbr the last time i slept this late in my house... hmm...

well anyway...

thats about it la...

gnite!!

the old me's dead and gone...

2010-09-03T04:48:00.000+08:00

so...

lets start with VRC final assesment...

went there at about 11 ish oclock after printing,pasting and arranging everything and all...

went inside, then kena marah cz din present yesterday ( the actual date ), our excuse, cz syahmi was sick and we all follow his car...

so whatever la...

oh, before that we had speaking test, simple je la... we just SPOKE...

so yeah...

after that and that we went to make our student ID, FINALLY!

look abit weird but okay je la...

dun really care much...

after took id all went to get stuff frm room then left for home...

drove back, syahmi followed behind...

i did some crazy ass stunts syahmi got shocked... hahahahahah!!

its a MYVI LA!

haahhaah...

so yeah la...

after that went back to unload stuff, then went for lunch with the bro...

after that came back home...

so yeah...

im now currently into HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER...

oh and its 4.45AM...

i slept at 9 last night so i cant sleep anymore... sadly... :(

i'll catch back sleep after how i met your mother la...

can you feel it?

2010-08-30T04:42:00.000+08:00

dont ask why or how or whatever... i suddenly feed sad...

esp this morning in church, when we were singing slow worship songs... it was nice... but slow so made me emo and made me thing of those previous ppl whom i got close to last time... the guys AND the gals... i dunno how that happen and dunno WHY that happen...

i wish one of them for their birthday earlier this month, i sent a 2 page msg saying NICE stuff... but i was ignored... and i dun like being ignored... i think NO ONE likes being ignored... sadly, i was... wasted my effort sending a ncie msg for a birthday...

one more has the same bday with me... we'll see about taht...

one gal, ignored me on msn...

what did i ever do to you guys taht made you HATE me...??

guess being too damn nice and caring isnt very good...

suck it la...

4 years...

damn...

lets not get there...

just now, i was over taken by shock... i almost fainted... seriously... thanks to shaf ( hmm... should i put his pic here... hmm... okay la i will... since i do to everyone ill do for him oso... hahha... IM NOT INTO YOU! hahahahahahhahahahahahaaHAAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAH!! )

thsi retard... hahahahah!!

he kept me company while i saw suffering frm severe SHOCK!

hahahha!!

but yeah... thanks man!

so yeah... its almost 5... stupid brothers firends are FINALLY GONE!!!!! i can now sleep...

aaah...

must wake up at 8.30 tmrw oso cz got class... shat!

so yeah la... im going...

buhbye!

gnite!!

get freakin, get wild!

2010-08-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

BRO MO

basically, spent the whole day with the bro...

miss those times, finally happened...

thanks bro!

i could really use a wish rite now...

2010-08-20T04:27:00.002+08:00

i guess that this is where it ends la...

i dont noe...

im really confused...

as sucky as it may seem... i dont really have a choice... its not like they're gonna split anytime son or something... altho i wish they would but now at this rate i dont think i would want that either... im really confuzzled...

all i need now is a bro...

i got one super busy one... and i dont really wanna disturb him rite now cz everything is burdening him... id just add to that...

syahmi is pretty much considered a bro to me now already... getting there la... we're getting closer day by day...

and shafiq... half half... nt sure... but really nice person...

well anyway...

aihhh...

there's only so much a person can ask for... there's oni so much a person can want... there's only so much a person can do for another person... there's oni so much i can help you and make you happy...

but nevertheless, i will do my best...

simply because i love you...

i love you is a big word to use and i dont go simply saying it unless i mean it...

same goes to the word bro...

if i call you bro, then you really mean something to me... i dont call random ppl bro... why should i???

so yeah la...

deeep thought and shit...

so yeah la... thats it la...

:(

gnite!

:(

but happy birthday...

2010-08-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

THE BIRTHDAY BRO!

its the bro's bday today... sooooo...

woke up late, stoned...

then went to skul to pick him up... took him like hapf an hour to get out... famous ma so must roll red carpet all... picked him up, sent lisa back, went to empire to makan in :

had a really really PUFFED lunch... was quite good... talked and talked... after that went to sunway to see amiza, syahmi, shafiq, adam, kamarul, yan ling and jo yee... then spent like an hour with them then went off... picked rahul up and sent kheech to his house to bathe and stuff then sent him to tuition... took rahul to pj, stucked in jam... then went back to subang using weird routes i took him... hahahah...

reached, went to subang parade, got the teddy bear... went for class, i played awesomest today... i guess my playing depends on the mood of the day...

after class went to find yl, jy and rahul... spend some time... then went waited with rahul in sp for his dad... then went of... reach home... then online...

=D

so yeah... this is my update...

and a small msg for the bro: you noe what la... hope you had fun today... hope i din bore you to death.. and yeah... :) *awesomesweeetwords* go read your bday msg i sent to your phone this morning... :)

dont go chasing waterfalls...

2010-08-07T11:51:00.000+08:00

its a hollow heart shape...

me and syahmi ( i hope he doesnt read this ) are getting closer...

reason : we're caught up in the same situation...

a good situation...

i aint saying it la...

but yeah...

loving every moment of it...

there's only 1 thing which are stopping us...

and that is : ***** **********

damnit!!

once they're gone then we move in place together... hope they both will be gone together... =P

so yeah la...

life has been fine...

on wednesday, i went with jolyn to find place to print my assignment, then couldnt find it so went back to rahul's room to use printer... but that failed oso cz din have paper... so we lepak in the room for awhile...

after that me and jolyn went back to class, sign attendance, got syahmi and then amiza popped out...

so 4 of us went out...

we went to alamanda...

2 guys and 2 gals...

like a double date...

but not close...

hahahhahahahaah!!

it was really fun...

then we went back, sent jolyn back cz she had to go... then went out a gain with amiza and watched :

pretty nice movie...

very twisted and stuff la...

but nice...

then met kairul, and ate those small donuts frm big apple... then bla bla went back to mmu... then at 8 something, met amiza again and did assignment...

after the assignment, we went putrajaya makan all...

so yeah...

one whole day spent with amiza... oh and we came back at about 2am...

hahahahah!

coolness la...

first day really really noe her, went out with her edi...

hahahhaa..

so yeah la...

thats it...

going klcc later....

cya!!

dance like there's no tmrw...

2010-08-02T14:33:00.000+08:00

I SURVIVED 15 HOURS OF DANCE!!!!!

not 15 hours straight la... i did about 2 hours opening, then half an hour every 2 hours, then bout 2 hours to end the event...

damn awesomes!!!!!!

and i just realised i danced infornt of like hundreds of ppl....

and its for Malaysian Book of Records...

weeeeeeeee!!!

i heard that it will come out on tv 3 oso...

we'll see la...

when you tell me you're in love...

2010-07-28T21:27:00.002+08:00

am i feeling it??

am i???

am i???!?!?!??!

AM I!?!?!?

ooh ooh ooh ooh!!

but i got a huge feeling its gonna be a huge FLOP like hw everything is...

but nevertheless...

FUCK ME!

2010-07-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE!!

so just pull the trigger...

2010-07-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

i have a lack of friends...!!

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im gonna die!!

when i want to go out, i dont noe who to call... the ones i go out with usually ffk me...

like today...

someone ffk-ed me TWICE...

ish ish...

i have a SERIOUS lack of friends, what more bros...

aihh...

someone just pull the trigger...

im on tonight!!

2010-07-22T19:24:00.002+08:00

VERY NOICE!!!

woots...!! life has been going on great lately... everything's basically falling in its place...

so, i had this Visual Research and Communication presentation... it was a small presentation la... we just had to go in one by one to present our work, get abit of comments and they'll give us marks...

so there was 2 things pkeddy, pkiddy, and me (pkoddy) (=D), were worried about :

1. we din have enough plastic to put our a3 work

2. we din print our names to stick on the file

so, we went to master art after signing out name to find to plastic, drove to master art, it was closed, drove allthe way back to uni.. then i thought of the name thing, mulut had printer in the room and he din print the name oso... we asked him if can use his printer... so he said can and stuff... we he drove us to the hostel in his bmw 3 series... went to print the stuff... wasted time... printed the stuff and went back to class there...

still had time so wasted it, walked around then found andy with his file that stupid lecturer said din want... so we used his plastics...

problems 1 and 2 : SETTLE!!

so yeah la...

that nite, did some really bad shit...

muahahahahahhaa!!!!!!

cannot tell!!

so yeah la...

im bored...

we were meant to live for so much more...

2010-07-18T00:32:00.002+08:00

HALF DEAD...

the world better prepare...

2010-07-13T12:03:00.000+08:00

i just found out that one person has been ALOT of my friends on facebook... my friends, my cousin and all girls...!!

the only guy he added is kelvin, a video person...

and i am DAMN PISSED OFF!!!

why the fck he add all my friends...?!

i doubt he noes them... i HIGHLY doubt he does... im gonna question him... tonight...

gosh...

last night was an awesome night... not very awesome la... syahmi wasnt here... abit sad... but yeah, it was fine... esp when rahul TER-called mulut, mulut... DAMN FUNNY!! he said it like a few times and he din realise!!! hahahahaaah!

im gonna tell the whle world later.... hahahahhahah!!!

so anyway, uni life has been pretty fine...

except i HATE my room, HATE my roomates, HATE HATE...

ish!!

if only they could be nicer... gosh... damn sad la...

so yeah la... i wanna go do some animation now...

later...

:)

first cut is the deepest...

2010-07-10T19:42:00.000+08:00

CONNECTED

RECONNECTED

basically this is it la...

ive connected with some ppl and reconnected with one person...

i need friends....

i need brothers...

i need people who would listen to me nad stand beside me in my time of need...

will you be that person?

falling falling...

2010-07-01T18:02:00.000+08:00

im jealous...

short and simple...

all my life i dreamt of that... and that just wouldnt come true... not now, not ever...

okay, enough of this shit la... anyhow i say it, anyhow i try my best, it will just come fallin down... guess its my fault then.. so wtf la... screw it... i shall not try... i shall wait...

now thats done...

let me talk about my day last night...

my AWESOME AWESOME day...!!

okay, im decided, im lazy to blog alot... my blogging things are dying...

lets just say that i went out with syahmi last night... we went to eat and some crappy mamak first...

after that we went around putrajaya... stopped at hte Kelab Tasik something and spend time there... then walkedi n the rain to the car... then went around putrajaya in the rain... whenever we saw something new we would just stop and go inside and check it out... and if ppl stop us and ask us what we doing here, the answer is, nak gune toilet jap...

hahahahahah!!

so we did la... went around around...

we decided to do this cz the day before syahmi me and Amirul ( his roomate ) went to the taman taman for fun in the middle of the night.... saw AWESOME AWESOME views here and there... so thats why it was so much fum and thought to do it again today...

so anyway... yeah...

went around putrajaya and had sooo much fun... one of the best places was some dark abondoned road going towards some kinda place... we stopped the car and our view was this :

its MUCH MUCH MUCH better when we were there...we just spermed all over the place la... DAMN DAMN awesome... the other nice place to be was this one place where the lake is and shit la... damn cooling and nice... me and syahmi are yet to spend a night there one day... would be super cool and fun...

anyway... one of the major highlights is when we went around putrajaya and got bored nad decided to stop and shangrila hotel... we stopped there and then ask for directions to ioi resort... i used my british accent... then we ask for the toilet... and then oso they gave us a free map.. a map worth 10 bucks!!

AWESOME RITE?!

then we went to ioi and asked directions to shangrila.. it was a productive waste of petrol... we oso went to palm gardens then scare the ppl there... heres the convo :

syahmi : excuse me, do you noe where is putra climb?

guy : no im not sure let me ask my ppl...

he went to ask

guy : no im not sure...

me : oh, because we want to find the graveyard... anyway, where is the bearest graveyard...?

guy : er er, im not sure let me ask the guard..

askes gurad...

guy : he also not sure...

me : oh, because we need to go to the graveyard...

syahmi : okay nvm then...

then we walk out to the car with our heads down...

then 1, 2, 3, we turn our heads and stare at the guard... then we get into the car and on low lights... then when pass by the guard, i wind down the window and STARE at the guard and syhami was driving with his heard down...

the oni thing which spoilt the mo is when syahmi entered wrong lane... =.=

well anyway..

oh oh... the one more thing...

we turned into a DARK DARK road... then syahmi saw car lights behind then he said, eh ian, there's a car behind...

when i look in the mirror, i din see ANYTHING!! seriously din see anything at all...

then after a while i saw car lights go on... then off again... then i was like, syahmi... ... ...

syahmi got FREAKIN scared so he tekan... after awhile the car was DAMN close to us behind then oni he on lights...

whoa!! damn shitness man that one...!!

then yeah la...

we had alot of fun together last night... we planned to do this every night.. would be awesome...

so yeah la...

shafiq came to mmu today for fun... sat in class with us... then he got bored.. haha...

so we all walked out...

so yeah la...

thats about it...

im bored now...

and lonely...

so bye...

if everyone cared...

2010-06-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

there was this one time, where i had an awesome amount of ppl who cared for me...

but now, no one cares...

seriously...

i dont think anyway cares for me anymore...

im like a lost soul on this planet...

there was this one time la... where whenever i needed someone, i could just pick up the phone and msg or call... but now, there isnt anyone anymore...

seriously...

come to think of it... there is no one!!

in ending form 3, begining form 4, was the time where i blossomed with friends... if i can recall, i had about 5/6 super super super close friends... i would contact most of them everyday and shit...

but as time went by, so did the friends...

who'd ever thought that ppl could not commit to a friendship... amazing...

after that many friends, i slowly died down and went to 1 person...

that person, was the awesomest time of my life...

that was the person i loved, cared, shared, respected, and held on too...

but, only for a few months...

things happen...

i wont blame anybody...

but that time was the climax...

last night, i was taking a walk ALONE in campus for about an hour or so... like 1-2 around there... i was doing my usual thing la... i used to lie on my bed and think but this time since im in campus, i walked around campus and had deep thoughts...

i thought about alot of things...

life, love, friends, future, etc etc...

tbh, it was very sad...

well, i wish i can tell someone about it, but i cant....

cz,

no.1 - no one will understand

no.2 - its just not that THAT type of thing you would expect...

you noe...

well anyway, i have again realized this one stupid thing inside of me now...

i have too much love, too much care, and too much emotions inside of me... i need to let it out... i need someone to love!!!

a bestfriend... a girlfriend... a pet... a whatever!!! i jsut need something or someone...!!!

wanna be my bestfriend??

hahahahah.. auditions will be held... hahaha...

jkjk la...

i prolly jz need someone which i can talk to...

but then again, not everyoen can be trusted...

gawddamnit...!!

this world SUCKS!!!!!!

im gonna go drive around and try to cool down now...

bye!!!!!!!

leave my fingerprints out...

2010-06-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

ive been DOWNLOADING, and spending most of my time with syahmi...

bahahahahahhaha!!

he's corrupted to the maximum edi...

uni has been all fine and all... everythings well, room's annoying but working it out...

and bla bla...

internet shits sometimes...

erm, yeah la...

last night we din sleep much, we did our assignment until about 4 then came back to hostel and bathe and wen out with joanne andy all for breakfast then me and syahmi slept in the car for about 45 minutes... then we went to change and went to class...

damn tiring...

class sucked, more cutting and pasting stuff... urgh!!

so yeah la... anyway, everything is going so well...

life's in a line now...

oh oh and just now i went out with syahmi, suppose to go to lkw and eat but miss the turn so went back to subang, ate at murni then went to blend with them malay crowd... they were so shocked of the things i say/do... hahaha

i even got invited to go out with them sometime...

damn nice of them...

but still abit awkward la... but they are nice ppl.... :)

so anyway, yeah la...

im thirsty.... wanna go down get a drink...

buhbye!!

cliffs of dover

2010-06-20T14:44:00.001+08:00

2 ELECTRIC GUITARS FOR SALE...

ASK ME FOR PRICE ETC...

URGENT...

im sorry...

2010-06-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

i MIGHT have caused an accident...

but its not my fault anyway...

this is hw the story goes :

i din want to stick my car sticker cz it was the wrong car sticker so i wanted to use the back way into mmu where they dont check the car sticker... so i wanted to turn at one place but syahmi said it wasnt the turning... it actually was... then okay, drove further up then found a place to u-turn so syahmi ask to turn there... there was no sign saying no u0turn whatsoever... so i slowed down, signal and u-turned... then behind me a myvi swerved out, then i turned right i saw smoke all....

next thing i noe, syahmi shouted in the car, " IAN, DRIVE FASTER DRIVE FASTER, YOU JUST CAUSED AN ACCIDENT!!! " and tsi minn was shouting, " FLY IAN FLY FASTER FASTER!!!! " so i was like, huh? what? what happen?? then once they shouted, i TEKAN FULL, put gear 2, off overdrive, and speeded away hoping no one will tail me and catch me... fuuhh!! made me worried that ppl will follow me oni... and abit scared...

oh and, there IS a no u-turn sign, its just that, it kena langar so instead of facing front, the sign now faces behind... so its not my fault!!!

so anyway, went to class, sat in class, did some english shit... then we went to alamanda where first makan kenny rogers...

i used my british accent to order food and complain, and i have noticed that ppl get scared whenever it is mat salleh... so awesome!! hahahha! i shall do it more often... after kenny rogers, me and pkiddy and pkeddy went to find chota... for fun...

so we walked to a stall where the lady say dont have but they might have in carrefour... so we walked, and i was like, is there a weapon section in carrefour?? " BARANG BARANG PERGADUHAN "...

hahahahahahahahahah!!!

so we went anyway, and we did ALOT of shit!!! ALOT!!!

syahmi's mega on was when we took toy water gun pump and wanted to shot the manikin but instead shot a poster... syahmi was bending over hiding and shooting frm the racks, i went out, stood beside the pillar, and then smiled, AND THEN ONE LADY WALKED PAST AS SYAHMI WAS "PIU PIU PIU!!"ing the BABY photo... AHAHHAAH!! he straight away turned away...

we all laugh DAMN hard!!!! and he said this is one of his best days with us... awww...!!

my mega bs was when i decided to STICK my head into the pillows... so i stuffed it in damn deep then waited there for awhile... then after that i took my head out and syahmi and tsi minn was walking away cz one iranian lady walked pass me with my head stuck it!! so i quickly shouted to them, " THIS PILLOWS SMELL GOOD, I THINK I'LL BUY THEM!!! "

BAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

then we left the place, went to mcd, where i got bored and did this :

taught syahmi hw to photoshop abit while doing this picture...

he'll get there...

hahahaah...

so anyway... yeah la...

went back to class, watched this japanese film in class called train man :

its about this NERD who goes into this real world and meets a gal...

basically...

falls in love...

yeah la...

thats about it...

and then after class, got rahul, came back... took a different route, got lost, had to stop at the fire brigade making company to ask for directions out... hahahah! waste of precious petrol... anyway, it was fun...

then went back, send them back... me and rahul went to mcD makan, then sent rahul back... then came back... then fought with mum bout the car thing and all...

then yeah la...

tmrw i got my piano exam, im so gonna SUCK at it... im not prepared ONE bit... :(

aiyo...

i really lost hope la... if i fail this, im not gonna take grade 8 until i dunno when... damn...

so yeah la... thats all la...

wanna go rest...

bye...

when will my reflection show, who i am inside?

2010-06-17T01:21:00.000+08:00

UNI has been fun but tough but still fun at the same time...

life is as usual...

oni diff is me and a long lost bro got in contact after a long time and had a brief chat... i wish he would put the past behind and hit the rewind.... would be nice to have someone to constantly talk to again...

but then again, its life... not everyone is like me... not everyone is as caring as me, not everyone is as loving as me ( not to say that i love the most in the world, but i love ENOUGH...), not everyone is as emotional with me (coda)

hold the coda first...

so anyway, yeah, would be nice la... you noe... for old time sake... get back with the ppl whom i lost... its not easy, and i doubt i will be getting them back after what they did to me... backstab me, dont appreciate me, dgaf about me, dont appreciate everything i do/give them, ignore me, rude with me... all that la...

someday, you will noe...

*walks down memory lane*

fuuhhhh!!

okay now, the coda!!

the emotional part...

theres a gal in group 2... we share the same classes, some of it la... her name is mandy... she's on a wheelchair and she cant open her fingers, which means she cant push herself... and stuff...

everytime i see her i become damn emotional...

i can BREALY imagine hw she feels... try poutting yourself in her place... you;'re doing art, you need to draw, you need to cut and paste stuff, you need to use the computer alot and she cant open her fingers... imagine hw hard that is!!! and still she is determined!! i really pity her... her latest status updates states that " they dont understand, its not thati dont want to do it, i CANT do it... ...must trouble the family to help me because i cant do it myself..."

i really feel for her la...

thats why whenever i see her, i turn my face away ( sometimes ), really damn sad... and i talk to her sometimes too... she's a SUPER nice person... and i pity her... :(

well, im sure she'll do great and wahtever she's doing...

she has the pashion, she'll squeeze maximum...!!

YEAH!

oh, and i even offered the mum help, thought mayb the mum needed some help pushing her or stuff... the moment i asked, i was going to tear... but i held it in... its so painful...

well anyway, i gotta sleep now..

tmrw im driving...

so, yeah la..

thats about it...

gbye!!

we gotta fight fight fight...!!

2010-06-12T13:31:00.000+08:00

WOOOTT!!!!

i foudn the damn malware in my blog and deleted it... stupid thing... couldnt update yesterday cz couldnt find it.. and but now i found it... all thanks to google... i LOVE google man...

well anyway...

life has been so amazing...

that day went to alamanda, ate the food there and the begedil SUCKED!!!!

so i did this :

then i gave the plate back to them...

damn gross man... it tasted like PLASTIC!!!!

and thats sambal written words btw...

well anyway...

syahmi tsi minn and me are getting closer to each other... its great having awesome friends like them...

syahmi is forever HIGH and tsi minn is forever bully-able... hahahah!!!

well yeah la...

yesterday went to find for chota for me and pkiddy but couldnt find... went everywhere damn hard to find... then went for church meeting then went out with sher go watch football... which we both dont watch, we just trying to blend in... hahah!!! then after that went back...

this morning, took the car and went to 3C complex to go and see MMU's Final Year Students Film and Animation Showcase... their works was nice... some of them even had bloopers and making of their film... they show how they layer everything... damn nice...

and i noe 1 of them who kinda got sorta hired-to-be or something la... like ppl like their showcase so ppl ask for their contact and shit...

so cool la...

i think i MIGHT go into FA...

hmm...

anyway, im downloading the animation software now... hahahahahahaha!!!

so thats it la...

till i have extra time...

byeeeee!!!!

waka waka!!

2010-06-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

ive been so tired nowadays...

college was kinda an ass... but its great with awesome ppl like Syahmi and Tsi Minn..

woot woot!!!!

so, first day of college... this what we had to do...

the subject was LIFE DRAWING... so i had to draw TSI MINN'S FACE!! and she drew mine... check this out :

tsi minn...

like shit rite!! hahahhaha!!!

and least can see ABIT of my face in this... nt bad la she.. hahah!!!!

and we were told to practice drawing...

so on the second day of uni, pkiddy drove to send his kakak angkat to KLIA during our break time... so in the car i drew this...

SSSSSHHHHH!!!!

its ART okay!!!

hahahahahahhahaahah!!!!!!!

so anyway...

first day of uni we payed toll like this :

yes, i DIGGED for 5 cents... hahahah!!!

so bla bla, second day of uni, we were suppose to have english class in the morning but when we went there, there was no english... what a fckdown... so we went alamanda and stuff...

3rd day was fine and all la... we took a way which we din have to pay toll... it was longer but yeah la... hahah...

when i came back i was damn ass tired so straight away slept... so yeah la...

*yawns*

im feeling tired again... i need a BOOST in my life... i need to go OUT late night with the oblongs then i'll be fine...!!! waiting to go out ss esp with pkiddy... see him HIGH and SHIT... hahahahahha!!!!

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei... Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei... Chipul tau si dragostea din tei... Mi-amintesc de ochii tai...

2010-06-05T16:23:00.002+08:00

GROUP 8!!!!!!!!!

MASTER MIND UNITED!!!!

so...

blogging for one whole week...

hmm...

so, left home about 7 something...

first met syahmi, then i minn or something something la... but everyone there... the surprise was Michelle Fong... when she saw us oni, she came and shake our hand, saying, " Welcome to MMU, my father works here... " damn random, damn weird.... hahhaa...

then sat for the registration, and stuff, then once everything finish we went to get the room, got the room, relaxed for awhile then went for orientation briefing... first day edi, first roll call kena punishment cz was late by 2 MINUTES!!!! damn ass...

had the squat down damn long...

then after that we reheared and sang songs and stuff then at about 11 or 12 around there we went back to room... so syahmi me and rahul got super bored and then i said, come lets go out la... so we went... got reshmi and minn oso... suppose to go walking around MMU, but ended up going out to Cyber Ria... had mamak and syahmi got SUPER SUPER SUPER HIGH!!!!! hahahahahaah!!!

then we went back about 4...

next day, we were suppose to wear formal or the MMu tshirt... they gave me the wrong size so i wore semi formal first to change the tshirt... so they ask who din wear formal to go out... so i went out then they ask me to go and change... so i went and change... i RAN up to change then i ran back down... but i walked fast frm one stairs the the other cz it was so near and i was tired of running... but that asshole DM ask me to squat cz i was walking... =.=

then whatever la... then sat for the opening ceremony then had briefing and briefings the next few days... all was okay la... the highlight, which was the ASS FUN part was the MTV thing we all were suppose to do... they gave us songs and we chose, JUST DANCE by Lady Gaga... it was awesome!!!! and we the group cheer, i had to lead it... i shall upload the vid when i get my hands on a better one...

well, the show was on thursday, we only started getting serious on wednesday at 11pm... hahahahahaha... so we din really have enough time for steps so we did the CHICKEN dance... that brought our points down... sadly...

oh and did i tell you, the OC's were super nice but the DM's were EVIL... they din even bloody smile ONCE... scary...

oh not forgetting the sports day which was on tuesday... we had t o crawl through mud, find worms, bla bla bla... all this at night... hahaha... we finished the whole event oni at like 1am... damn tired...

but despite all of our tiredness...

ME, SYAHMI and RAHUL, NEVER failed to go out EVERY NIGHT...

every night after the event we WILL go out...

constantly...

we were like the first freshies to go out at come back at 4am... and this continued the whole orientation... we just wanted to go... hahahhah.. we had an awesome ss time oso... first for syahmi... he not bad... damn nice hanging with him la...

he so high and mad wan...

hahahahh...

that continued every night...

the then teh day syahmi lost his ss virginity was AWESOME!!!! hahahahhaahh!!!!

so yeah la... made alot of friends... made friends with the seniors... damn fun...

when we had the FRESHIE's NIGHT, Group 8 was the FIRST to perform... we ROCKED the stage... and i rapped nicely... and we had beatboxer and a flipper... it was all AWESOME!!

sadly we din win firstbut got 3rd... okay je la... hahaha...

oh and then the OC's did a super performance... and the DM's al came out... so chun!!! first time looking at them laughing and stuff... damn awesome... hahahah!!!

then ariff came and he did some drama then he oso joined in dancing and all... so awesome la... it was like a mega concert that night... hahahah...

everything went well...

after that night, we went out again...

hahahahahahahahahhahaahhahahahahahha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then the next day, was all the same and stuff la...

i BARELY ate, BARELY slept, and BARELY listened to anything... hahhahaah...

the food provided there SUCKED!!!!!!

hahahaah...

so anyway, thats about it la...

we DANCED, SANG and PLAYED and ENJOYED A HELL OF ALOT!!!!!

=D

i think thats about it la...

the course registration went SUPER well, cz syahmi, me and minn is in the SAME group... so chun!!!

=D

so yeah la...

im still sleepy so i think im gonna go sleep again...

gnite!!!

and im proud to say, that, SYAHMI IS ONE OF US!!!! =D

sorry pkiddy...!! i just LOVE this picture!!!!! hahahahah!!! it shows the details...!! hahahahahha!!!

you should NEVER sleep in briefing...

he should NEVER sleep in the briefing too!!!!

GROUP 8 PICS...

my bed in the room... hahahahah!! i oni go to sleep, when i sleep i just chuck everything on the floor or the end of the bed and sleep... and i sleep oni max 2 hours everyday... so okay la... hahahaha!!!

so thats it la...

gnite!!!

oh and ps : we now have new names...

Syahmi - PKIDDY

Ian - PKODDY

Rahul - PKUDDY

Tsi Minn - PKEDDY

and we're all frm a group called, OBLONG!!!

i love my friends...!!

awww...!!!

2010-06-03T09:20:00.001+08:00

im with syahmi

this is the time of my life...

2010-05-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

love these camera's...

anway...

just wanna say, after all this time, when you were a bro to me, i promised to come back every week to spend time with you since we're like brothers and stuff... and you replied with a, " dont need, we see each other very often we get bored of each other... "

and now i read that you see your friends in skul EVERYDAY and still wanna meet up on saturdays to have extra bonding time...

not bored meh like that???

since you're the type of person who gets bored after meeting ppl everytime...

i guess its just me...

all this while you were trying to avoid me...

i guess the appreciation is not very there is it??

and you werent proud to be a brother to me...

i just noe these stuff la okay...

you can lie to me for all you want, im not that gullible... you can explain yourself ( or so i think you wont )... i really give up la...

i feel like my time, effort, and money is all wasted...

all i ask in return is for a decent friendship,or at the last moment, a brotherhood...

but cooperation wasnt something you would do thanks to your enormous ego...

you still are a bro to me...

but i shall not communicate with you or stuff UNTIL you change... if you think you dont need to change, think again... all this while i was on your side... but once you turned your back against me, i now see who you really are... and its nt very nice...

so pls...

i dunno if you will read my blog or not, but yeah...

i just hope things can go back to the way it FIRST was... june 23 2009...

i think thats the date...

dunno la...

so yeah...

leave that aside...

I STILL CANT FIND MY MMU BAG!!!

PLEASE GOD!!! HELP ME LAA!!!! PLS!!!!! I BEG OF YOU!!!!

:(

IM UNDER SO MUCH PRESSURE THINKING BOUT TMRW LAA!!!!!

so anway...

im super super excited bout tmrw too!!!

=D

college is my time to SHINE!!! hopefully la!!

=D

so thats it la...

must lift my ass off and pack like soon... its edi 1am...!!

superexcited...!!!

face drop!

2010-05-29T09:44:00.000+08:00

i cant bloody find my bag!!!!!!!!!

it looks something like the one on top but only its orange and has MMU written on it...

shit la!!

my papers are all there... i think...

well anyway, yesterday was a boring day... stone at home, practice the piano, online and bum at home...

at night when the car came back, i picked up tsi minn and we went to sunway just both of us hoping to find rahul there cz he was there... when we reached, he left... =.=

found sher, they were having someones party...

so tsi minn and i, after walking, got bored so we left...

we went to pick jo yee up, got wei ling and went to happy days...

ordered the combo sampler, ultimate harvana, root beer shooter, campari, and the most innocent drink : passion fruit slush...

so we drank...

bill came up to about 127 something...

then one we goin, i opened the car for them and i went to talk to james...

then once i was done talking to james, joyee sat in the driver seat and INSISTED she wanted to drive... im guessing she was high edi...

i dunno she mad or what? but i will nvr let anyone in hell drive my parents car... esp when its quite a distance...

then she din wanna move her ass off...!!! damn annoying... si i had to talk her wallet and stuff and put it on the road...

THAT din help oso!!!!

so i took out the money, and layed it on the ground together with her phone...

then she got pissed off and moved... finally!!

she pissed me off first...

then sent her back, she was being an ass, left the door open and a car was coming... the first car missed the door, the second car which was coming, i used internia to close the back door but she opened it again... then she jumped outthe car... GAWD!!

jo yee is annoying when she's high!!

then sent tsi minn home then i came back...

slept, jsut woke up, dunno what to do the whole day now...

urgh!!

im leaving on a jet plan, dont know when i'll be back again...

2010-05-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

im going in like 2 days!!!!

let me tell you bout today, i had a BAD class today... my teacher completely lost ALL hope on me... shit... i dunno what to do la... shit la...

so anyway, after that went for a pool session with rahul and sher and met shers friend NICOLA...

im aint saying much la...

but KINDA annoying... a lil la.. and she sounded very actionish talking about her JPA and 10A+ and shit...

well anyway, then after that went back...

and stone la...

aiyo...

im SO SO SO SO EXCITED for COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!

SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!

woot woot!!!!!

wow wow wow wow...

2010-05-26T00:20:00.000+08:00

thats FCM's EBEE...

CHECK IT OUT MAN!!!!!

4 DAYS TO 4 YEARS!!!!!

that is just AWESOME!!!!!!!!!

cant freakin wait!!!!!

gonna stay there.. leave the problems here...

start a new life with a few same friends...

but of course i wont forget the ones here la, like sher... esp sher... hahahah!! 3 muskateers/stoogers/B's... whatever la...

so anyway...

today, woke up, bb, rahul picked me up, went to spend some time with him and his sister and cousins in empire, then i walekd to parade for my class, dad picked me up, then went bac, makan, bb, and then rahul told me he got accepted...

WEEE!!!!

CANT FREAKIN WAIT FOR COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!!!!

goshh...

in like a weeks time im gonna be complaining hw college is so freakin hard and annoying, but hey, thats the beauty of college...!!

and with this, i doubt that person if gonna change anything before i leave to college...

so, goodbye...

i'll see you when you actually start thinking like a REAL human and the brother that i actually HAD...

put that aside now...

GOSH!! COLLEGE!!! saying it makes my ERECT!! hahah!! JKJKJKKJJKJK!!!! gawddamnit!!!

hahahhahahahaha!!!

im super high la...

i so freakin cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ROCK THAT BODY CMONE CMONE ROCK ROCK THAT THAT!!!!!

2010-05-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

today, got woken up in the morning by INTAN NADIAH to go to KL and collect her german test results...

she drove to kelana jaya then took train to ampang park then WALKed to the place... damn ass hot...!!! well then after that we went to collect her results and she failed by 9.63 marks..

sadly...

then we walked back the train station, took the train to KLCC, bought food and left for kelana jaya again...

went there, got the car and went back...

when i came back, i practice piano, did some chores and stuff then at about 5 i picked sher up and went to empire...

got mey ling, convince the dad, talked crap with him and then left...

i had to LIE i TORE my LIGAMENT... and that its my last day here then i will be going to either CYBER or MELAKA...

hahahhaa!!

so then we left and went to get yanling... petrol was dying, damn scared so went to put 5 bucks and went to my shop... reached there, took the petrol cards and went to pump petrol then gave the cards back...

we went to MUNGO JERRY but they were CLOSED...

then we tried KOKOPELI but they were ALSO CLOSED...

at this moment i was getting pissed...

so drove to MURNI'S and guess what?! CLOSED!!!

YESS ALL CLOSED!!!!

HOW SAD!!!

so end up goin to the FOOD COURT thingy in SS2...

so ate there, the lala wasnt very nice... so so oni...

then walked around in the pasar malam... then went back...

sent yan ling first, then drove to putra heights to send mey back then when we were there, sher and me found this DARK SUPER ASS DARK alley...

DAMN SCARY...

he ask me go but i dun wan!!

stupid manual car die on me if see something...

damn scary!!!

so then went back...

sent sher and im home!!

blogging!!

sherwin, if you come to this part, tell me... say this : sdgfo

i highly doubt you will live through each sentence to reach there..

its SO BORING MY LIFE!!!

he ask me promote my blog so its more fun...

whats the point...

not like i got NUFFNANG or something rite...

hahah...!

well anyway, thats it la..

wanna go edi...

cya!!!!

you're DROP DEAD GORGEOUS!!!

2010-05-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

whoa!!!! din blog for 2 days!!!

hmm...

friday...

hmm...

cant really rmmbr...

but i noe i went out with tm rahul sher all la...

anyway, main highlights is went to Tropicana City to watch :

2 words came out frm sher's mouth - re-DONKY-less and CAT-astropic...

hahahahah!!

well anyway...

then rehaul stayed over, at 6am i sent him home...

the drive back was awsome!!

driving fast, dtraight road, early morning so its cold, windows down, radio nice song.. awesome!

reached home, left for kuen cheng for matts carnival...

saw him perform then left...

sent brother back then left to pick cassey up cz she called and needed to go to klang...

picked her up frm shah alam, then went to old airport to get rahul, then went to klang...

got SUPER lost in klang...

then finally found the way... petrol going to dieded...

went inside, got the spot, heard cassey sing, then left for home...

pumped like 5 bucks of petrol then went back...

hit the plus highway, i got super scared cz i saw WHITE signboard... that means that esits to outstation and stuff... damn scary...

so anyway, i was relieved when i saw EXIT TO SUBANG..

so followed that and came out near the rahuls place...

went back, got my stuff, sent rahul back and went to the shop to do recordings...

after that went back i think...

this morning, woke up, went to church, played in church, then had youth class then went back to the shop then took the car, aaron and lavi and went to curve...

watched :

not very satisfying...

nt scary enough!!!

damn!!

well anyway...

after that went to bently music to watch gila monstarz... my so far, favourite group...

LOCAL!!!!

had to leave early cz coiusins dad was waiting somewhere...

damn inconsiderate...

HATE IT!!

then anyway, left then went to the shop, got the parents and went to eat mungo jerrys...

LOVED IT!!!

then now home la...

wonder wahts tmrws plans..

hmm...

you USED to be my brother...

2010-05-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

i was forgettting everything when someone just had to send another hurtful msg... really what a heartless person will do when they're in a cold situation with a bestfriend which they use to call they're brother...

thats me...

im an ass...

im THE ass...

i love,care and do so much for some people and i dont reallyget anything in return... i only ask for that someone to just love, care and appreciate me and be my friend till the end...

i din get that...

instead, i get a, " dont call me anymore, i dont want to communicate with you " and " i dont want to talk to you nor see you "...

how wonderful right??

since he hinted me on his blogs chatbox that he doesnt read blogs anymore, im guessing he was referring to mine... so, im just gonna do wahtever the hell i want now...

im gonna post most of the things ive done for him, my brother, or WAS my brother...

here goes,

i sent him to skul few times

always buy him food

help him with my problems with his gf ( i was the one who helped patch him and his now gf ( lisa ) up )

got my ass to lisa's house JUST so he can talk to her before he left for china last year

helped him when he had his home problems

helped him in getting his guitar and stuff

and that is the kinda major stuff...

theres soo many small parts more...

i wouldnt finish listing everything...

its just so hurtful when there's someone for you to look out for and that person doesnt want to even noe you anymore...

hurts to see someone you love, care and trust turn against you for no apparent strong reason...

it doesnt make sense...

aihh...

anyway...

today was hanging out with rahul, sher and tsi minn basically...

was really in the mood cz 1 msg spoilt my day...

it was khee yen's ( khee chye's ) sister bday, so i bought her a gift and made 2 strings for her... 1 long, 1 short...

i hope he doesnt brain wash her into hating me just because he does...

you wouldnt noe...

aihh...

take me on a trip!!!

2010-05-18T00:04:00.000+08:00

so today, woke up...

rahul came with his mum and sister...

we went to mmu with them, they bought the forms and they filled it...

rahul and me took a stroll trying to find a photocopy shop... we ended up touring the campus abit and also finding out there were NO hot gals there!!

damn sad...

then after that we went back there and then finished with the forms and left for melaka...

gps the whole way through...

reshmi din wanna trust my gps so she went her own way and oso in the end had to follow it... hahahah!!

so went there... she drove slowly... max was 120...

reached there, went to the mall and shopped!!!

i oni bought 1 collared T...

and then saw a tshirt EXACTLY same like someones one... i wanted to buy it but thought twice and it din fit well anyway...

so whatever...

so spent time there...

damn fun!!!!!

then we left back...

went to find for chicken rice ball shop and finally found it...

i spent them makan there...

then guess what?!

I DROVE BACK!!!!

woot woot!!!

the mum trusted me...!!!!

i was going fast but on a myvi so got ppl still push me la... merc all...

the max i reached was almost 160... some where around 150-160...

but the thing which pissed me off the most was a KANCIL pushing me...!!

HOW COULD THAT BE POSSIBLE?!!!?!!!

damn angry...

but who cares la...

i managed to drive back safely!!!

damn awesome man!!!

i LOVE!!!!

woot wooot!!!

so came back and yeah la...

thats about it...

awesome day today!!

thanks to Rahul, Reshmi and the Mum ( im not sure of her name... hahha!! )

i want you more...

2010-05-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

i dunno if you're talking about me or not...

but please, if you have something to say, SAY IT TO MY DAMN FACE!!!!

SUCK UP YOUR EGO!!!!!!!

oh gosh...

i cant really stand ppl who just cant say stuff to my face... im not gonna sit infront of your blog and crack what you're trying to say cz it'll be a MEGA WASTE of my time... if you want me to understand it ( if its about me la ), come say it to my face...

so...

put that aside...

let me blog about last night first...

after i reached home, farhan came to pick me up then picked rahul up then went to mcd where frhn belanaja ice cream... then played pool then we went to empire mall... walked around and then i went to show farhan and rahul the ballroom...

a guy name HARSHALL was our took guide this time.. he DAMN funny and acted young with us... the ballroom is damn fcking nice... so i told farhan : frhn, orgasm ar... then the guy was like, eh, jgn orgasm tau, nnti clean up susah dowh! hahhaa!!

damn nice tour guide la...

then he said, if i were you guys and was rich, i would rent this place, get all the tables out, lie on the floor and relax... then i said, eh, no la, get some chicks, lock the door and BANG!! then rahul said, have a naked party!! then harshall just laughed... hhah!!

then once we finished admiring the AWESOME ballroom, he took us to the cafe and he said, this is the cafe, orgasm xbyk sgt but still ade skit la... hahha!!

awesome fella la!!!

then after that went home la...

so...

today...

OWH WHOA!!!

hahahahahh!!

woke up in the morning, went to chruch... my sermon time was occupied by a rubics cube matthew brought to church...

hahhaha..

i cheated!!!

so anyway... went to church, then went to eat then went back home...

then rahul came pick me and sher up and stone in his restaurant for awhile...

then we went to rahuls pent house...

first time seeing his house... nice... but a lil warm...

then get reshmi and went back... sent sher then went his restaurant...

his dad took the car so we were stuck there...

reshmi, rahul and me... stoned!!

waited for elvis to come then once he came we walked to taipan...

got on a SCARY bus!!!

then went to subang parade... then we WALKED around... went to get ice cream then went to Reject Shop...

i saw this AWESOME hoodie... its black and just one fat white stripe across... thats it!!! took it, it was the right size... just nice the size... and only 30 bucks +... so tried it on, asked for opinions, hugged it abit and said, IM TAKING IT!

reshmi was like : what? so fast?

and i said : thats hw i GUY shops... the first thing he see, he like, he BUYS!!!

so took then then went to FOS, where rahul check stuff... he couldnt buy anything cz no money... sadly..

so he made a checklist...

then after much walking, we went to EMPIRE mall...

then walked around there, saw harshall AGAIN!! haha... he remembered us!! i think i wanna find the fella on facebook... damn ass funny fella la!! and mayb make fren fren then can get free hotel stay.. who noes rite!! haha!!

yesterday after our tour, i over heard him talking to his colleagues there saying that we're his best customers... hahha!!

oh well...

then went to the FOS, i saw something that would fit rahul, but it was UGLY... but still i forced him to try... so he did and he kinda liked it... hhahah!!

so then we walked then we walked back to parade and went into tropicana life... and i saw something i like... and something useful to cover my messy hair... so i bought it!!

oni 31 bucks with reshmi's discount card...

so bought it then walked around then sat at the bench and waiting..

and found out that O.K stands for ORL/OLL KORRECT...

hahhaa!!

so we said we're gonna use that now instead of okay...

so yeah la...

his dad came and went home...

home just ate the WORST maggi mee in my life...

so gonna bb awhile then sleep...

gnite!!

ps. rahul said im acting so straight nowadays... hahah!! thats a good thing!! i guess its the new ian thing...

then we'll fly!!!

2010-05-15T16:37:00.000+08:00

let me start with last night..

when i came back, bb abit then went to khoo's place for dinner...

no fried rice... damn sad..

well...

after that talked to khoo and stuff then came back and then sher called and said, LETS GO OUT! so okay la...

hahahah!!

went out with him, went to get rahul frm SA then we went to PJ... =D

met yan ling there, had minums...

then went back...

hahahaha!!

sent rahul back then came back home...

then online and slept...

NEST DAY : FREE DAY!!!!!!

this morning, sher woke me up and said, lets go out...

so he picked me up and went to toyota to send his car for servicing...

was there for quite awhile... walking around... trying to test drives cars but no one layan us....

we went online and stuff there...

had FREE TEH TARIK... in toyota...

then bla bla, walked over to EMPIRE mall...

walked around...

first thing we did was took a FREE tour around the newly opened hotel... just open today...

so happen that LONDON and NEW YORK JUST open today oso...

and there was food!!!

FREE food!! makaned la!!

had fried rice, sweet sour fish fillet, taufoo, fried chicken and stuff la...

makan until full...

then took FREE drinks!!!

then we went into toys r us...

PLAYED there!!!

like babies...

the longest thing we did there was me teaching sher hw to juggle 3 balls...

hahahahahah!!

then after that we left...

went to FOS...

saw a SUPER hoodie i wanted to buy... but guess what?!

IT WAS TOOOOO BIGG FOR MEE!!!

hahahahahhaaha!!

kinda first time i think something is bigger than me!!

felt awesome but sad at the same time...

so...

walked and we saw a...

FERRARI!!!!

DAMN AWESOME!!!

took pictures after pictures!!

hahahahhaahah!!!

then walked

we took pics of it and stuff...

stoned therefor awhile and decided to go to parade for awhile...

walking to parade... saw ANOTHER FERRARI!!!!

gosh!!

double orgasms man!!!

then walked inside subang parade, after 15 minutes, got bored...

walked back to toyota there...

then stoned there then suddenly sher's mum came...

so picked up the car then went to carrefour...

there, we got FREE samples!!!

and i took a packet of cheese sausages for tea, and shers mum paid for it...

thanks aunty...

and hence, i guess, its FREE...!!!

hahahaahha!!!

then went back...

so overall...

the free stuff was :

MORNING DRINK

TOUR

LUNCH

SNACK

TEA

AWESOME MAN!!!!!

hahahahahahaahah!!!!

nvr in my life had THAT many free stuff before in a span of like 5/6 hours...

haahahahahahahah!!!

sher is the bomb la!!!

hahahaha!!!

thanks B!!!!!!

bahahahah!!!!

missing pieces...

2010-05-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

it is burnt!!

i felt the need to change myself...

so, i made a vow to myself that i shall try my fcking best to live this new life...

ITS NOT WHO I AM, ITS WHO I WANNA BE...

all this anger in me...

i seriously feel like whacking someone up...

REAL BAD!!!

this new ian, has a side of him, which has all the traits that a BASTARD should have...

but on the other side, things are things...

welcome the new ian since you hate the old ian...

its time to fucking die, bitch!!

hit the rewind...

2010-05-13T18:45:00.000+08:00

why hold a grudge??

how would holding a grudge help??

ive lived so long and experienced so many fight to noe that holding a grudge NEVER solves anything...

why do ppl hold grudges??

i myself have stopped holding grudges...

if there is something wrong, i talk about it...

its hard, yes, but thats the more mature way of handling problems isnt it??

it may seem hard and stuff but when you believe you can...

i just want to talk...

just talk...

even if you dun wanna solve anything, just talk to me...

lets be mature and just talk alright?

i'll be waiting for your msg...

so far...

2010-05-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

its the concept of PICK POCKETING i gotta apply to myself...

its basically distractions...

i need to occupy myself with alot of stuff...

i need to shoot my video... i dont want the world to regret in the future...

its just sad that these things happens in life...

you can do everything in your power for that one person whom you are very close to, doesnt have to be a gf/bf but in time it just doesnt work out...

im done blaming myself for anything...

im done saying sorry when it is not my fault...

i SHOULD be done being an ass and trying so hard to impress and trying so hard to get the brother i always wanted...

im gonna leave this whole thing to him...

its your choice now...

if you still need a bro, im here... ill always be here no matter how badly you treat me, how much you hurt me, hw much you blame me for something which is not my fault, hw much of shit you put me in and hw much you hate it...

im an ass...

and i will always be an ass...

if those old fellas were to come and talk to him, hell i'd give up what im doing now to talk to them...

its just me...

i am like that...

just has how you are crafted in a certain way, i am crafted i am crafted...

so if i dun listen to your advice doesnt mean i dont take it into consideration at all... i reason the pro's and the con's... i dont want to REGRET my actions in the future...

you are you, i am me, i cant be you, you cant be me...

simple...

well...

im done fighting over this situation...

im done with feeling all these pain...

it will still be there but,

the closest ones are the ones which will hurt you the most and are also the ones which can mend you heart...

if that person doesn mend it, then so be it...

i will jsut have to live through it....

college is coming...

2 weeks...

i cant wait to start a new life...

i need a new life...

this pain is killing me!!

let me blog about today,

went to get eve, went to see shameer then had starbucks for breakfast, drove around, send them to bus stop then went to shop, came back, get rahul went to subang parade then went back, took them back and stuff...

drove around and around...

bla bla...

danced WITH the car...

got anusha and kishya, came to my house, practice and write plot...

then sent them back, went to the shop, got the parents and back...

i need to destress!!

unforgettable, thats what you are...

2010-05-12T01:39:00.000+08:00

am i THAT bad of a friend?

what more a bro?

i shall make things rite...

altho i told myself i would wait for you to act first then i'll continue, i guess i just cant...

i care too much to let things slip away so easily...

so tmrw i shall make a difference...

pls God, be on my side...

i need you...

get me bodied get my bodied!!

2010-05-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

NO MORE WORK!!!!

but today i went to the office and collected some videos for me to edit...!!

yay!!!

got work to do...!!

then after that aunty evon picked me up the nmet sher and rahul and went to sunway by cab...

long time nvr go sunway...

went there first we makan full house then we went to watch a movie..

watched :

DAMN FCKING FUNNY!!!!

laugh like dunno what!!!

great movie to keep mind of things!!

im gona download it and watch it again!!

adter that we walked around LIKE MAD dunno hw many rounds and lastly went into harvey norman and walked around... tried out beds... talk fantasy crap!! had alot of fun with washiing machines, fridges, bed, sofa's and chairs, AND music playes... and laptops and stuff...

OH!

rahul brought his thumdrive and sher wanted a song frm the desktop... and the desktop was RIGHT infront of the counter... and the usb plug in was on top so we plugged it in, copied the song and ran away... hahahah!!

then we took a bus to tanjung there, ate, met joyee, ate... then walked away... rahul and sher's idea... so basically we ate for free... shit man!!

hahaha!!

after that walked joyee home then we walked back then we met intan in her house...

stop by, talk to her then after that walked home...

not long after, sher came then we sent rahul home...

scary experience!!

then came back...

and now im here!!

blogging about today...

i need to have days mroe like this to keep my mind of things and also i got like 13 days left till i leave...

shit la...

mama you're the Queen of my heart...

2010-05-09T17:24:00.001+08:00

a snapshot of my mothers day video i made... oni finish JUST in time to play it in church... but audio was missing so had to play in seperately...

you see the flower thing, it took me almost an HOUR to do the animation thing...

honestly, i was scared my com would blow up cz someone in the office, the macbook blew up cz editing videos..

his is a MACBOOK PRO!!

mine is a WINDOWS!!!

thank God it din blow up or anything...

i'll upload it on facebook soon...

the video is kinda too long cz too many words... i din see past that... i was just too excited for the last animation stuff...

=D

well, it was all good...

so let me tell you now how my yesterday was...

i woke up in the mornin, watch abit of tv, laze around then finally got my arse up and bathe and all then left for work...

i din take my laptop cz suppose to go out with joyee, minn and rahul... so anyway, i left to walk to the bus station... then bus came after a freaking long time then went to the ktm, went to central... then frm central took the lrt to kelana jaya, then cross the bridge and too kthe free shuttle bus to ikano then walked to bently music...

all in al took my abotu 2.5 - 3 hours...

damn tired...

reached there, set up everything all then the band came...

good band...

then after that followed them to office then put stuff there then uzair sent me to the kj lrt again...

then hopped on the train and took it to taman jaya, got off the ttrain and WALKED to my shop...

tired gile...

came here and most my mums side cousins were here...

so spent sometime with them and then went back...

reached home, bathe, took a can of bling and WORKED!!!!

on stop frm 12 - 4.30/5... animation and exporting, converting, masking...

gosh!!!

oni had like 2 hours of sleep...

that oso when i reached church i was still not done until the very last minute it was presentation time...

i couldnt get the audio to work so had to play it seperately...

damn...

but it was all fine la...

bought flowers for my mum, godmother, and grandmother...

after the presentation and church, we had makan makan in churchs patio... food sucked, dunno who bought...

then my mum said, you go home and sleep then you come back here by 3... my dad asked, how, and my mum said, give him the car...

i FROZE!!!!

WOOT WOOT!!!

FINALLY I FEEL LIKE I HAVE BEEN TRUSTED!!!!

=D

damn happy...

well anyway, drove home, went to sleep then my alarms din ring.. wtf...

so was about 2 hours late so woke up then rushed here...

i drove and 110 and it felt like teh car was gonna fly so i din go any more...

so yeah la..

bought food and came here...

last last, i was not late cz mum din go with dad... i feel bad but nvm la... she wouldnt have enjoyed it alone oso...

so im going to my cousins party now to see MORE cousins!!

=D

so yeah la...

woot woot!!!

ps. i need to do a passion project FAST... im currently dying out of my mind to do something!!! i hope i can do la... =D anusha, tsi minn and lisa agreed to help out... =D

i got my team!

i need more ppl tho...

i need actors, sponsors and stuff...

WHO WANTS TO?!

PLS COME FIND ME!!

i think oni like 2/3 ppl read my blog anyways...

so...

hahahah...

thats all la...

=D

cya!!!

i love you like a brother...

2010-05-07T08:07:00.001+08:00

bro, we so need to take more pictures... hahaha!!

well anyway...

yesterday...

first, woke up, teacher carol came and then she ate and spend time here for awhile cz she was tired...

then started class, i sucked at it cz fingers damn tired of teh scales...

after that my bro and his gf came and waste time here abit then i sent them back...

first went to mydin cz lisa wanted bubble team then after taht sent lisa back... then me and him went to kfc...

he ate some chicken rice thingy, i ate some werdges...

then we went back...

went to his condo there...

AND I THOUGHT HIM HOW TO DRIVE!!!

woot woot!!

his engine died like 6 times in the begining... but after awhile he could do it...

im proud of you bro!! quick learn and go for class then you can drive me around...

after the driving lesson, he went to his condo and then he went to bathe all then i had a call frm daryll...

he was pissed cz i took the car...

bla bla bla...

went home with kc, he witnessed me getting whacked by an asshole... he even threaten to whack me with a stick with a nail at the end of it...

wtf...

so i had to take the beating... in the middle of the road...

after that he left... my bro came in, helped me get my stuff, called taxi then we left for taipan...

dropped my stuff in his clinic, he gave me a huge hug ( just what i needed ), then walked him to tuition... then i went to rahuls place to waste time...

then bla bla, phone call shit came in all...

then rushed back cz i thought iwas late and it ws gonna rain...

sat i makbul to have a drink, my br came down, finished the drink then went back to his clinic... shortly after his mum came, carried a asshell heavy pot inside which broke cz it was too heavy and then went to his place...

he cooked for me some awesome pasta but flooded it with mushrooms... which he forgot i dun eat... aahah!!

then after that he went to bathe then i went to bathe then bla bla and it was sleeping time...

nice comfy room...

went to bed at 11... we talked... alot...

then said gnite... then it was silent, then i started talking so he talked... after awhle it was silent, then he pulak talk... then he said, i wanna sleep la... then i said, okay okay, gnite... then it fell silent again...

and then!

he started talking again..!!

ahahah...

some little things he said kinda hurt me... but nah la...

he knows the truth...

so then decided to sleep at abotu 12... it was early for me!!

i barely had any sleep last night cz i ws thinking alot..

i'll tell you what i was thinking in other blog...

then yeah... finally got like 2/3 hours of sleep but was woken up my movements...

and the movememnts i din see or hear.. i felt it... but it was weird cz he was on the other bed and i could feel the movements...

hahaha...

so anyway...

it was time to wake up... i woke him up before my noisy alarm could ring...

then he got ready all and we left the house...

sent... my sister (?) haha.. to skul, lick hung... then went to skul with bro... his mum said i'm always welcomed to their house anytime... i feel very welcomed in the Choh family and extended... =D

saw lisa, talk to lisa, talk to eve, said hi to cassey, padhli came and scold, i left...

came back, the house was all letched...

no choice but to use stick and open... i dun wanna wake them all up...

so yeah...

thats it la...

ps. you're what i call a loving and caring bro... :)